I have been lurking here for years. I also posted quite a few comments. In doing so I must say I am impressed with the caliber of the people here and touched by the care given in the comments by others. At last I feel safe here to tell my story. It is long, I type in short bursts, so I likely will need to make several postings. I will start by saying that I first verbalized suicide at 14 and here I am a 59 year old man and am still trying to find the resolve to get it done amid many competing interests […]
A woman
Unknowing the knowledge of world I creep into my Maternal Womb,With the blessing of many , But with great feeling of her,
I grown into her Curve,
In the darkness dome there was Happiness which i felt as she was protecting me,
In lot of vain , she gave me a life
She is a women ” A Mother ”
When i seperated out of my mother womb , i cried but everyone was happy.
In the cries it lies my feeling that someone seperated me with my special gift , my protector, my God as i have to face these Manly cloud World.
But Iam too a women “ […]
Sam Worth was my friend. He battled depression for many years after his family was taken from him. His wife died in childbirth, his daughter 4 years later from cancer. He told me once that SP saved his life. That he met people here who truly understood and wanted to help. In return he tried to help where he could. I know because he helped me. a lot.
He died in hospital last week. Cancer.
Goodbye, friend.
Hello SP
This is by far one of the oddest things I have ever been asked to do. But here goes.
Some of you may remember me from a few years ago. My wife died in childbirth and my daughter of leukemia. I was angry at the world and god. I tried to kill myself. I meet someone here who saved my life. He talked me down from my darkest hour and we became good friends. He too knew grief, we were bonded by pain.
I was diagnosed with cancer this year, I almost didn’t get the treatment, but he convinced me to change my mind. I am now in remission. He has saved […]