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I’ve got nothing to lose (20years down the drain)

by Urm8451n 6/11/2018

written by Urm8451n

For all my life, 20 years, I had dreams.

Those were 20 years of hopes, of good will, of hard work, of wanting something.

I had a reason for everything I did, I had something to go toward to.

Today at around 12:00, I just crashed. God if you are there, please beware – I’m broken God.

I’m completely shit-broken, I have such an abdominal pains that I can’t run anywhere, and my mom is dealing with her horrible cancer alone. I’m in the university and I lost control. I can’t help her beside talk or try to convince her to move on. I can’t help financially cause I […]

6/11/2018 2 comments

How do I start over?

by Evangeline 2/18/2013

written by Evangeline

It seems that when I was I was honest with myself, I at least had the comfort of knowing that I could maybe fix the problem. I feel hopeless and feel like I still lie to myself. Iâ€™m in disastrous relationships. Plural. And I donâ€™t have my family around to being me down to earth or make me feel like Iâ€™m not alone. Iâ€™ve ruined my relationship with my best friend from high school and I donâ€™t really talk to anyone exceptÂ my boyfriend anymore and maybe my parents from time to time. I encircle myself with â€œfriendsâ€ I do not feel suit me anymore. […]

2/18/2013 1 comment