This has been such a bullshit day. I have no idea why I woke up in such mental pain…could it be the recent separation, the two kids that are grown and on opposite ends of the globe, the fact that my life is just completely fucked….Or maybe its hormones. A drug reaction to the antibiotics i’ve been on. No, I just wanna die. I have to wait until my daughter is out of college and I know she is happy or settled or something, so that she will have her own life situated and can go right back into her own life, after my death […]
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Dance Floor
i had the best night out. no drinking involved but after working for weeks without much of a break i was so happy to just get on the dance floor and just go with the music. it was so relaxing. not caring what anyone thought just going with it. i just closed my eyes and felt the music. one of the best nights of my life.
It’s like the evidence is cared for, and evidently clear. I’ll never leave this dance floor and I’ll never leave you here.
by Nat....
written by Nat....
I’m so alone, I really want to go back to old habits. i don’t really know why?
All i know is that my razorblade would look so good in my wrist right now, i’ve been quite depressed lately? i don’t know why…. i thought things were getting better. maybe they are but i just can’t see it…i really need help. But if you ask me that i would probably deny it, i have such a big thing about germs at themoment, my brother is ill so im terrified to be around him….
I Can’t Cope With This Anymore….:/
<3.