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Just… One more day.

by sleeplessinSTL 1/29/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

So, Im new on here and I’m not sure how to start this, but i guess ill just get to it.

My Life is like a Lifetime movie.

The reason I started cutting was because of my friend, Andrew. He was literally my bestfriend…. and I kinda had a crush on him. I knew that he had problems in his life, but dont we all? Yeah, I feel like a total ***** now.

Anyways, his family life was worse than I knew. I found this out when I walked to his house. I knew his parents weren’t home(they never were) because his dad wasÂ a jackass who, for all […]

1/29/2013 3 comments

Am I Just An Empty Head?

by dead_soul 1/26/2013

written by dead_soul

Many people think suicide is a solution. Just as many know it’s wrong, but commit it anyway because people JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND.

My reason to feel suicidal is I don’t know if I’m have the brains of a decent person.

Many say I’m dumb, stupid, idiotic. From people at school, at where I have to stay: my house. I can’t even call it a home anymore. People at school say “You don’t have the IQ of a animal,”. Even if I get something right, they still put me down, reminding me I don’t even seem to have an head. At my house, it’s even more horrible. I’m […]

1/26/2013 4 comments

I want to die

by heated.throw.rug 11/6/2012

written by heated.throw.rug

I want to die.

It has taken me a long time to come to that conclusion.

Why do I want to die? In a nutshell: because I’m in intense emotional and mental pain.

The longer version?……… Life is too much of a struggle. Most things I go after results in total failure and misery. I find it very difficult to relate to people on a deeper emotional level. Conversing with people is an enormous challenge. I wish I didn’t stutter.

It tortures me that I can’t even say my name without stuttering. The look I receive from people when I stutter is extremely painful, so I mostly choose not […]

11/6/2012 1 comment

Attention

by one_big_accident 4/22/2012

written by one_big_accident

I can’t share with anyone how I feel. None of my “friends” come from a broken home. I haven’t talked to my mother since Christmas and I can’t trust to tell my grandmother anything in fear of her telling my mom. My dad ignores me all the time and acts like “sorry son I didn’t hear you” and he try’s to cover up how he resents me. Seeing as I was an accident you would think he would have just put me up for adoption as a baby. My brother to. We just found out recently who my brothers real dad was and our mom […]

4/22/2012 8 comments

I’m so alone

by 136 3/12/2012

written by 136

I try everyday to understand why nobody cares, if a friend was in pain, I would be there no matter what. I don’t understand i’m not perfect & have made mistakes in my life, but when will I stop being punished. Everything that made me want to wake up every day has been taken from me forever, I think i’m a decent person, I don’t hurt people, when I say your my friend or I love you, I meant it & I would be there for that person but no one is there for me. I am in so much pain, i’m tired of crying […]

3/12/2012 4 comments

I don’t know what to do

by hellokittyizcoot 3/12/2012

written by hellokittyizcoot

I feel so screwed up, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve had a cutting problem for years now, I can’t get a hold of it. I recently started dating someone and I still can’t stop. It just upsets him, I get patronized for it. Whenever I’m in a situation where I have no one to talk to and I have overwhelming emotions, it’s always what I turn to. I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel like I can’t take it anymore. I feel like a burden talking about my feelings, they must sound so trivial and whiny. If I keep it […]

3/12/2012 3 comments

I`ll rant about my life.

by OperationCloud 1/18/2012

written by OperationCloud

It`s 2:00 in the morning and I found this website by typing `my life is meaningless` in the google search engine. Maybe I should type a little about myself; I don`t know how this site works exactly. I`m going to turn 20 in the summer. I dropped out of university a little while ago, but that`s okay because there were so many things wrong with going in the first place. I went across the country a little while after that, worked a couple jobs and now here I am, back in my parents basement. I ticked the box `general`but maybe I`ll tick `rants` as well. […]

1/18/2012 4 comments