While loneliness is a major issue for me, it appears there are many others whose mindset is similar to mine, a desire to end it. While many of you are younger, and I am not, I seek someone to share one last road trip with. To the Lost Coast and Redwood forests of northern California. Starvation/dehydration will be my method. A few final days of music, nature, and a final enjoyable meal. I am not abusive or aggressive in any way, which is part of my problem, we meek and humble sorts just don’t function well in a dog-eat-dog world. […]
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Dehydration
Hey everybody, I’ve been here off and on for a month or two. First off, I’ve met a lot of really good people on here. I think most of us SP users are really soft hearted and it’s easy to click with other people here. I don’t know why I’m writing this because I’ve made up my mind and I’m not looking for support or crying out for help. Hopefully someone out there that also feels like shit will read it and maybe get something out of it.
I’ve lost 3 people this year and my cat that I had for 7 years (I count that […]
I have a feeling. I don’t know what it is. It’s there, sinking like a stone through water. Any progress I’ve made seems, at times like this, to be nothing more than acrobatics on the way down.
It’s like standing in an empty field, devoid of all life, with permeating heat but no sunlight. There is nobody to ask for help, nothing to do but walk forward until you collapse from dehydration or starvation.
Everything is distracting. Like having your attention torn from something you were immersed in, over and over again. It’s frustrating. Nothing gets done. Soon, you forget what you were trying to do in […]
I tried to kill myself by taking a lot of extra strength Tylenol. I ended up in the hospital with liver damage,dehydration, and other stuff. It was the worst pain, I’ve ever experienced in my life. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. My boyfriend and friends felt horrible wondering what they could of done to stop me. My mother cried nonstop. Before you think about committing suicide, think about the pain it’ll cause your family. It’s been 3-4 months since I was released from the hospital with an unsuccessful suicide attempt and I can’t do activities, like track, I was once able to without […]
hi megan its me tiara i recently got it into my head to starve and dehydrate myself the words sheer will and determination ring clear to my ears and by monday itll be day four im tired of everybody failing to help me if im still here by day five ill give this whole thing up if not see ya