First piece of cake- sooooo delicious. Had a small size at lunch. Dreaming of that all day.
Dinner rolls along, I think to myself, I’d like to order more cake. I order a large size strawberry cake, as well as *another* dessert, a choco ball. …when you know you shouldn’t but you do it anyway…
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WHY didn’t I just stop at the ONE? Or at TWO?? WHY did I get THREE???!!!?
So I finally made it out to civilization today to get some food and run some errands. But instead of getting healthy food, I got the following:
1- I scarfed down TWO illicit slices of pizza. I ate one, thinking okay, just one slice. Did something else, then went BACK and got me *another* slice. o_O
2- I then went to the dessert/bakery shop, was thinking of only getting 1 or 2 mini cakes, came out with SIX things (3 sweet breads / 2 mini cakes / 1 “fruit” cup). Ate 1 sweet bun (put rest away)
3- I then walked […]
for a very very long time i have felt distanced from my family from people from life. i mean eight grade was the darkest time of my life… i faked my way out of a suicide/depression test so i could get out of therapy convinced i didnt have a problem i would never do anything its all words and words dont mean anything. but words mean alot and words can hurt a lot. for as long as i cna remember i have been pushed away by my parents. they have no love for me. i have two younger sisters who absorb all their attention and […]
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