Im getting ready to leave this earth, I have bought a rope today, every item i get is a step closer. Im so anxious about it that i can feel my heart beating fast. Getting butterflies in my stomach. I have robitussin, 2 weeks worth of meds, anti depression, and mood stabilizers. And also a bottle of benydril. Hopefully i wont vomit all of my meds. I have an appointment on Tuesday at 1:30pm do i have to do it no later then Tuesday. Hopefully I’ll have a better life in the afterlife.
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Determined
Life is a battle that we all must eventually lose. Each and every one of us is constantly at war. Fighting for survival. Some have a more difficult battle to fight and some lose before they’re ready…
I guess what I’m saying is that life is difficult. There are so many risks. People die everyday… A lot of people. Death is a part of life. It’s inevitable, but sometimes it comes too soon. The lives of peoples children, peoples mothers or fathers are taken every day without a choice. And here I am… Wanting to throw it away… and for what? What would I benefit from killing […]