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Way Out

by Sat 8/1/2014

written by Sat

You know that feeling in life when you’ve got to do something, but you don’t want to. You can’t get another person to swap places with you. No trades, exchanges, deals.

My deal is that I have to go see a doctor later this month and I already know I’ll have to undergo an operation. Can’t really get anyone to step into my shoes and take a vacation instead. Yeah, because it’s my body and my problem. Then I began to think what if I did not exist, then there would be no operation either. I’m not fond of doctors, operations, hospitals at all, so of […]

8/1/2014 1 comment

Help? Please?

by JiminyCrispies 7/7/2014

written by JiminyCrispies

Sorry this is somewhat long-ish, but I really need help with this?

So, I was going to make an appointment with my doctor sometime this month because I actually want to find out what exactly is wrong with me. Whether I need to been diagnosed with anything else. If I actually have something serious with me. The whole shebang. Because my mood is up and down constantly throughout the day, and no it’s not “just being a teenager”.

I mean, today in my Geography I was in tears walking to the room, and refused to speak to anyone for fifteen minutes. (I’d already had a breakdown in the […]

7/7/2014 4 comments

What is this?

by FromThePitOfMyBurningNauseousStomach 7/3/2014

written by FromThePitOfMyBurningNauseousStomach

I had an awful meeting with my doctor, but for some reason I feel much much better now. Adrenaline has taken over my body. I will probably crash later, but I feel fucking amazing right now.

7/3/2014 0 comment

I was given a golden life, but ruined it all

by jackknife909 6/13/2014

written by jackknife909

I have had everything given to me and I screwed it all up…..I have a bad habit of smoking pot and hookah

My parents provided me with everything and my habits, along with a habit of stealing got me in a lot of legal trouble

I got into legal trouble in 2001 and was arrested for a felony, but the prosecutor was nice enough to knock it down to a misdemeanor

I got into medical school in 2004….got kicked out a year later for smoking pot and getting caught for stealing a wifi connector from the computer lab in the med school and shoplifting at a store….again it […]

6/13/2014 3 comments

by Bisban 6/8/2014

written by Bisban

6/8/2014 0 comment

Morning

by suicidesadness 5/13/2014

written by suicidesadness

I lay awake at night until the fatigue hits. My doctor has taken me off my sleeping medication. I beg my mom to let me take the pills that are left and she refuses. I think about awful thoughts when I lay awake. I think it will be better in the morning, but I know that’s false hope

5/13/2014 0 comment

#1: Enough.

by dizzydingbatbecks 5/10/2014

written by dizzydingbatbecks

Following my 3rd suicide attempt, a couple of years ago now, I was asked to take part in Cognitive Behavioural Therapy through my doctor’s surgery. I’d never heard of it and to be perfectly honest, at that time I was so far down into not caring that I suddenly found myself being an outpatient at Positive Steps.

During the early days, I was sure that it was going to be such a waste of time given that they could only offer me 20 sessions at the maximum and come on, I had had 20+ years of slowing being consumed by the negative impact my disability had […]

5/10/2014 2 comments

What your life means – by me KIRA

by KIRA 3/25/2014

written by KIRA

Well, where do I start? …
It’s complicated, I don’t even know how the things got this way…
First of all, what is nihilism?.Nihilism (from the latin nihil, nothing) is an ideology, a rational way of thinking and interpreting the cosmic reality.It’s not a belief or anything like that, nihilism is based in scientific evidences and phylosophy.Science has evolved a lot, and it’s evolving even faster lately.The mysteries are but puzzles, but almost all the pieces are now found and placed, allowing us to better understand the universe that surrounds us.Cosmology, biology, quantum physics, showing us how did the universe begin and how it works, […]

3/25/2014 9 comments

I Was Told

by rach 2/26/2014

written by rach

I was told by a doctor that the reason I am sick is because I lack positive thinking.

This was a professional medical doctor.

I was supposed to tell this idiot that I would get better in a matter of months.Â The positive thinking would make it so.

If I did not repeat the words, that I would be healed, then it was my own fault if I stayed sick, because it meant I wanted to remain sick.

I declined.

I have an incurable genetic defect.Â I have had it since birth.Â I am disfigured by it.Â It is not curable.

Doctors….or demons?

Lady, to me, you will always be a demon.

2/26/2014 5 comments

They underestimate me…

by Engeltje 8/18/2013

written by Engeltje

I few days ago I had a meeting with my doctor an psychiatrist, and my doctor was like: “Oh, and ofcourse next week thursday is your leaving date.” Just in middle of the conversation, and I was like: “What??!! O.o” because it wasn’t the plan, we would discuss about what next, staying longer in the psychiatric hospital or getting therapy, on next week tuesday, and he already made a discision, which he would not change clearly. They had the plan to send me home with no therapy, while I still need help, and I wrote a poem about it, because I waa really confused […]

8/18/2013 7 comments

Like they understand me…

by Engeltje 7/21/2013

written by Engeltje

I hate my doctor at the therapy. He really thinks he understands me completely. Actually he doesn’t. He was like, when you feel you need to cut, go to your therapists or your parents. Could you make that promiss with me? He really doesn’t understand. I tried to explain, but still he doesn’t understand that I’m too scared to do that, and that I’m in a kind of trance when I cut. It’s really frustrating when people think they understand you, but actually they don’t.

7/21/2013 5 comments

It’s all the doctor’s fault

by ImTired 10/9/2010

written by ImTired

When I was younger I thought that physicians were like God.Â They seemed to know everything and there was nothing they could not fix or cure.

Then I grew up.Â Doctors are nothing but very well pain morons who know nothing; they are anything but like God.Â They give people false hope that all will be okay, all the while thinking about their big pay check while I am in pain and severe distress.

Time to go to sleep and forget these useless beings called Doctors.

10/9/2010 6 comments

Untitled

by painterofmusic 5/10/2009

written by painterofmusic

I’m not entirely sure what I’m thinking by posting this. I’ve kept to myself for all this time, no one is going to read this,Â and no one on here cares anymore than anyone around here. I mean, people say the words, but they don’t really mean them. You can hear, “I DO care about you!” but as soon as they say that, they’re off doing something else. But I guess if I’ve come this far, if I typed the words on the search engine that led me to this website, if this really is some low blow at getting suicidal people reported, whatever the reason […]

5/10/2009 5 comments

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