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Suicide

by eli v
written by eli v

Hey,

I have been thinking about ending my life for over 10 years now, and I have decided that its really time to go. I’ve tried to make something of my life, even though I didn’t wanted to. I have had boyfriends, I pass my exams, I see my friends. But it gets harder and harder to act like I like my live. Nothing I try changes anything. There is nothing wrong with me, I know that, except that I just really hate life. I just don’t want to try anymore.

So I was thinking of drowning myself by anesthetizing myself with Chloroform and making sure that […]

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Counterweights to drown.

by Lena
written by Lena

I plan on drowning myself. Everything is planned except one of the most essential things: counterweights. I’m 103lbs and weak in strength. And there are no rocks near where I want to go.

I was so excited and anxious, now I’m just disappointed and irritated. I have to do this. I have to. As soon as possible. But the most essential thing…the thing that would guarantee my demise… I can’t think of anything. F***.

Until there’s a solution… I don’t even think I can hide. It hurts and there’s no where safe. But I have to think. Think. Think. This needs to happen fast and soon.

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Leaving Sooner Rather Than Later

by Katherine
written by Katherine

I stayed away from Collin for a day. He told me to call and sure enough I did. What happened? He let it go to voicemail, he was testing me to see if I was still there. Possibly sitting around for him when I was not.

 

I am slowly slipping away from the real world and wanting this all to be a fantasy. I want to be loved but you can never force someone to love you or that will push them farther away. Men like Collin just want to know that no matter what, someone will always be there to catch them when they fall, but when it is your […]

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Old Suicide Note..

by Abselom
written by Abselom

Goodbye.

I’m sorry if my absence hurts anyone, but my pain was too severe. I hated myself, and everything I did. I looked at myself and saw a fat, ugly, dirty piece of shit who fucked everything up. I just saw no more purpose in my life, and I stopped seeing a future for myself, and other people stopped having faith in me. Everyone I knew truely did not like me. I was depressed, not stupid. I could tell that people didn’t like me, and I don’t blame them, I didn’t like myself either. They said I was a *****, say I was stupid, say I was pathetic.. It’s all true. Everyone always belittled […]

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Suicide and Reclamation

by Tina89
written by Tina89

Suicide and Reclamation

It’s so cold and dark in this place
I’d cut myself open to show you
Our blood is the same
Water stings as it kisses cuts like my mothers lips
Something about submerging myself seemed to be like a baptism.
I remember when my pastor dipped me in the water.
I want to be clean again.
I want to tell you I’m sorry…for what I can’t remember.
All I know is that I was wrong.
Alcohol burned so much I thought it killed what made me sick even those dirty sinful memories.
I want to be pure again.
I want to hold someone […]

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My story

by MyFlawedDesign
written by MyFlawedDesign

Not very sure how very origional or long this post is gonna be, but screw it I guess.

My name isn’t very important, but I can say that I’m a girl in the ages between 15 and 20. I’ve been thinking of posting something here for awhile, but it just hasn’t happened until now. Anyway, I think I’ve hated my life pretty much since first or second grade, or that’s at least when my misery began. I’ve never been bullied though, up til that point I was rather popular and people would fight over who was going to play with me, that too caused some problems, […]

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Lost

by itsmytimetogo
written by itsmytimetogo

I am lost

In the sea of emotions.

Swimming isn’t my strenght.

“What if I drown?”

I think to myself.

The deeper I go

The darker it gets.

I want to be above the water.

So I won’t have to feel anything.

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Sleeping Pills

by osef
written by osef

Friend of mine died from over dosing on sleeping pills. This has been quite a while maybe like 4 years? i never got the details as his family was very hurt and shocked by this. but from what i learned is that he took 32 50 mg sleeping pills (over the counter) and some alcohol(spirits,liquor) and sat in his bath. now im confused as to how he died some say he drowned when he went unconscious and some are saying he just over dosed and went to sleep in the water(forever) i just miss him a lot and i just had a random dream of […]

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my big blog.

by 3_bringitback
written by 3_bringitback

what am I supposed to do… do I continue on, through the rain? or do I fall and slowly drown.

I purposly ‘lost’ my polio/ TB jab form. which was supposed to be in for today, in hopes that I won’t have to get it. why? you ask. well, I don’t really know how to answer that. I am, but I amn’t. but ever so slowly, the plate carrying ‘I am’ is creeping down, the weight over throwing ‘I amn’t’.

Today, something so, incredibly horrible happened. I wore a long sleeved shirt for the first time in years. And during geography, someone in my class asked me […]

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