Goodbye.
I’m sorry if my absence hurts anyone, but my pain was too severe. I hated myself, and everything I did. I looked at myself and saw a fat, ugly, dirty piece of shit who fucked everything up. I just saw no more purpose in my life, and I stopped seeing a future for myself, and other people stopped having faith in me. Everyone I knew truely did not like me. I was depressed, not stupid. I could tell that people didn’t like me, and I don’t blame them, I didn’t like myself either. They said I was a *****, say I was stupid, say I was pathetic.. It’s all true. Everyone always belittled me and made me realize how worthless I truly was.. I didn’t deserve life; life is a very special and precious thing, and it was being wasted on me. Life should be given to someone who will help the world and those in it, not ruin everyone elses lives. I was actually hoping to be killed.. I prayed to be attacked and murdered like the stories on the news. But I had to kill myself. And if you’re reading this, then clearly I have killed myself. I may have…
-Jumped out of a window
-Overdosed on something
-Drowned myself   or
-Gased myself in the garage.
No matter how I died, or how you found me.. I’m dead. I did not do this to hurt anyone, I did this to end my own hurt. Maybe now people can truly forget about me and not have to worry about me hanging around anywhere. Even those who hate me.. I will look down on you and do what I can to protect you.
– Now your Angel watching down on you –
1 comment
not bad made me sad!