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Emotional Abuse

Like it or not

by JusTired 10/14/2016

written by JusTired

Every one around me seems to be dancing and having a good time and I’m here fumbling to the beat like a love struck zombie. I don’t know when this started becoming normal to me. When did I begin feeling so rejected? Was it when I was a teen and my mother just some how knew I’d be a loser? At least she gave me options to how low I could possibly go on that scale and I’m… proud… to say that I am NOT a heroin addict. IN YOUR FACE MOTHER!

Every time I’m outside, I look around and feel this overwhelming feeling that nothing […]

10/14/2016 1 comment

Why Do I Even Try Anymore

by Tara 12/4/2014

written by Tara

What I thought was going to be a great Thanksgiving turned into a nightmare. My mom once again had one of her huge outbursts and just had to make everyone upset. It started out as a fight between her and my dad, they were screaming and my mom threatened divorce, and then she was fighting with my grandma. She was getting into her face calling her names and screaming. I would not allow her to treat my grandmother like that. I had to tell her to stop. Then she was following me around the house screaming for me to give her my phone. She kept […]

12/4/2014 4 comments

Emotional Abuse

by TreesOfNeon 2/8/2014

written by TreesOfNeon

“emotional abuse is when someone does something to hurt you, and when you express your feelings, that you’re upset, the turn it around to be something you did to hurt them and they force you to apologize for it, and your feelings, like always, are rendered invalid and silenced, forever damaging the ability to trust others with your feelings because they are always used against you.”

-as said on Tumblr

2/8/2014 1 comment

“Pain changes people.” -House

by Deathembrace 3/22/2013

written by Deathembrace

I wrote here 3 years ago about my pain and about my suicidal thoughts. When I look back at those days from now, I see a human that has fallen to betrayal, mental and emotional abuse. I was a kind, caring and loving person. I used to help people as much as I can and try to make things right. None at that time did really care but I did my best regardless. Then I was betrayed by my girlfriend and members of my family. Most friends did not seem really to care. Others just made things seem easy. Honestly speaking I was […]

3/22/2013 0 comment

I am a suicide victim

by bear417 1/30/2013

written by bear417

i have attempted suicide at least 5 times. I have thought about it more hours than I can count. Ive suffered rape, loss of loved ones, physical and emotional abuse, OCD, and an unstable childhood. In spite of all these painful reasons to die, I’m turning 25 and I am so grateful that all my attempts were thwarted.

I was always in so much pain I could not think about anyone else.

Two years ago my view of suicide was completely changed. My boyfriend of over 5 years killed himself in my bedroom while I was at work. Never in my life have I felt more pain. […]

1/30/2013 3 comments

I am the biggest ***** to breathe air!

by ptallo 12/2/2012

written by ptallo

The biggest piece of bullshit I have ever heard, is when someone tries to comfort me. I know that sounds weird, but maybe oddly true. Only one person on the world has ever been able to make me feel not alone, but she doesn’t know I am in love with her. But that is besides the point. Everyone else, when they comfort me, seems to have ulterior motives. Maybe they feel obligated. Maybe they are trying to stroke their own ego. Maybe …….

The point being is that They have their own ulterior motive, They don’t really care about me, or you. Though why should They? […]

12/2/2012 5 comments

Last dAy?

by Yoshi 10/30/2012

written by Yoshi

If today was my last day alive i wonder who would miss me? i wonder if my mother would realize she was the cause of me killing myselfÂ with of all the emotional abuse……. smh probably not, only thing she would be worried about is how much money she can get out of my death. Every since i told her that im a lesbian its been HELL, it was hell before i came out but it

10/30/2012 3 comments

I’m just going to write…

by JustIt 9/5/2012

written by JustIt

I’m just going to write and I’m not going to bother writing well. I know I will die of suicide, I just know it, since i was 12 i had a bet on with myself that i wouldn’t make it past nineteen, so just two years to go and it should be over. I’m not even going to bother going through all the shit I have been through, starting when i was four years old, and yet i tell people it all the time for the joy of seeing their faces. I’ve been raped and abused both sexually and emotionally (suprisingly the emotional abuse is […]

9/5/2012 4 comments

im never enough

by hanners 7/31/2012

written by hanners

2your useless just like your father” is something I usually hear when i fail to please my mother. Ever since the divorce, our relationship has been so strained and she has been verbally and emotionally abusing me for the last year or so.my father left us and is rarely ever on the scene and is a dead-beat dad.my mom is under so much stress from everything but she takes it out on me particularly. my two younger sisters are treated like gods gift and im told to shut up and get over myself. she constantly talks about how nobody would ever want me and […]

7/31/2012 4 comments

you just dont wanna know my pain

by drift_along 1/15/2012

written by drift_along

No one know or want to have my pain but yet they judge me calle weired,fat,nerd girl,the girl whi cuts and burn,the girl who wears all black,etc.but they dont know why im fat or why i cut or why im weired and yet they seem to judge me judge the way i look the way i act.but they never once took the time out to ask me why, never wanted to know my story never even knowing me,why must this world be so judgmental so cruel so mean and soo ugly not even caring about no ones feel what that does to that […]

1/15/2012 4 comments