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ending it all

Is life really worth it all?

by lifehaslostitsmeaning 5/28/2014

written by lifehaslostitsmeaning

I have been back home to my country to attend my niece’s wedding, it was beautiful event, but it made realize how so alone I am and I have nobody to say all this to as my family doesn’t know that I am ill with my mental health and that I have been suicidal for last for months and that I had made 7 unsucessful atttempts at ending it all and was twice in psych hospital to stop me killing myself as on those two ocassions I would have not survived if they hadn’t stopped me.

In my visit to my country, my friend told me […]

5/28/2014 1 comment

Anxious

by stranger01 5/22/2014

written by stranger01

This might be a rather long introduction, but I think it’s necessary.

I’ve been thinking of ending it all rather frequently for the past few days. I guess it all started when I started going to college. I originally chose to major in Biology, but changed it at the last minute to medical laboratory science. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Being in college, I was a rather normal guy. I got a girlfriend and had a bit of fun (being hormone-addled, young and all). That’s when I got my first suicidal thought. We were both afraid she got pregnant. I thought about […]

5/22/2014 11 comments

The end..

by aflockofpandas 5/20/2014

written by aflockofpandas

If you read my last post you’d understand.. I just can’t do anything right. Ever since I let my weed dealer drive my car without a license and wreck my life has been havoc. He got 6 months jail, but my 7 grand is gone.. My parents are so disappointed with me. My day consists of waking up for school, having dad take me, being forced to go to my parents friends house till 9PM every night basically as a sitter till my dad gets out of class. The car ride home is 25 minutes and all we do is fight and he tells me […]

5/20/2014 1 comment

Still waiting

by black_rose17 5/19/2014

written by black_rose17

When I first started feeling depressed and suicidal I didn’t go through with ending it all because I held onto the hope that things will surely get better, and I could find a way to fix everything. That was 5 years ago and I’m still waiting for things to get better …….

I’m running out of reasons to wait…

5/19/2014 4 comments

I promised I wouldn’t

by transcendent_ 4/28/2014

written by transcendent_

So, here is a little introduction to myself.
I’m a teenage girl and I’ve probably suffered from mild depression since I was in the fourth grade; right around the time I moved schools. This has been a constant struggle for me in myself that I’ve mostly struggled through alone. I’ve never really had that support team or someone who I could talk to this about so this has been something I’ve bottled up inside for years. I mean sure, I’ve been I was in and out of the occasional therapy for some time and my family knows about it but it’s never been something I’ve […]

4/28/2014 2 comments

I want this sung at my memorial

by bayareaguy 4/26/2014

written by bayareaguy

A couple of months ago, when I was a hair’s breadth away from ending it all, I prepaid my cremation and paid off my credit card so the executor of my will would have no unexpected bills to pay before ordering my assets distributed.

Posters here from the UK and possibly Australia and NZ will recognize this as the hymn tune for I Vow To Thee My Country, played at the wedding of Diana Spencer to the Prince of Wales and again at her funeral.Â It was her favorite hymn.

This version has different lyrics and is better known in the USA.Â The tune is by an […]

4/26/2014 0 comment

Thinking about ending it all….

by andy54 3/10/2014

written by andy54

So recently I flunked out of engineering school. I feel lost now like what the hell am I suppose to do now. I’ve invested so much time into school for it to end like this. I can’t even form the words to tell my parents that I’m back a square one to find a new major. This is all I had it was my biggest accomplishment now I have nothin. I have no gf and barely any friends. I’m at mediocre college. What the point of living right now when it seem like everything is going to shit right now. I feel like I brought […]

3/10/2014 2 comments

Day 2

by lostandconfused113 1/21/2014

written by lostandconfused113

Today sucked…This has got to get better eventually….All that i can think about is ending it all….I dont know what to do…There has got to be more than this…i cant keep going on like this…everyday i feel another piece of me die……

Days since suicidal thoughts: 0

Days since cutting: 0

Feelings at the moment:

~Anguish

~Numb

~Wishing for death

1/21/2014 0 comment

My final words

by ForeverLonely 6/6/2013

written by ForeverLonely

I’ve had this saved for some time now. Realised from the moment I thought it that one day I would use it. My family, especially my parents, have the right to know why I decided to do the unthinkable. They have no idea I’ve been researching it for months. Devious really. This is a material world and I want out.

To My dear loving family

Forgive him all for what heâ€™s done

A departed soul he has become

His pain and sufferingÂ so much so

He had no choice but to go

Young, loving and so very proud

But in the end was beaten by deaths dark […]

6/6/2013 2 comments

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