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A Realisation

by Jein
written by Jein

I have now realised that ever since I was young I loved helping other people even if I didn’t have enough for myself and/or if I had problems on my own.
Helping people enabled me to let out the positive and wisdom like me I can not seem trigger everyday. That is why I have been helping people.

But now I realised that because of giving too much of what may harm me and leave me helpless to the people who may not help me back in return.
I have been butchering parts of myself into someone today who is unstable and wants to help others […]

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A Prayer To Death

by 13vida
written by 13vida

I kind of thought that I summed up the feeling of cutting, but I’d like to know if it seems right, because it does for me.

 

The slices on my wrist hurts

Yet I continue to feel pain

I don’t feel anything, not yet

Go deeper, hurt more, fresh blood.

My thirst quenched but the want

Grows more until I give in

Go another round, getting more high

The touch squeals with untimely pleasure.

I take a breath and sigh

A sweet moan escapes into darkness

As fresh blood sweeps me away

Dripping onto the newly bleached floor.

Drip-Drop, Crack-Smash, loud banging

On the bathroom door, begging me

To stop but I do not stop

No I keep playing this roulette.

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Hey everyone again

by kyuketsuki
written by kyuketsuki

After the little incident, I’ve kind of calmed down. It took me a panic attack and about an hour of biting viciously to calm down. Which sucks. I broke my personal goal of no more biting. :/

I think I’m letting this situation get out of hand. I tore myself up about it and now I just need to let it go. For crap’s sake, it’s college. I don’t understand why I beat myself up over a fucking one night stand. So for a few days, I’ve been recovering from my stupidity and getting back on track with classes. It was going pretty well. Then last […]

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The final farewell

by snaps
written by snaps

While I write this i fear of the pain i will cause with this simple action,
But i will confess the true. I have been trying to kill myself for a few
months now. I was learning  electrons to make my own defibrillator and will be able to fine all my research under Research on Defibrillations. (Tomboy notes) After a month or two upon finding out that this will not work, I tried to overdose on aspirin. When i didn’t die i did some more research and found out that the mortality rate for an aspirin overdose of more than 300 mg/kg  is less than […]

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Second Beginning

by screwit
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Not my first time here. I’ve created an account on here before, just forgot the username, pw, and email. :/ I doubt anyone care about that, cux I was barely active on here. I only submitted one post, and that was it. It was around this time when I’ve these thoughts.

What’s up with my life? Like majority of you on here, I’m just unsure anymore. Lot’s been going on. Mom’s diabete, hypertension, and kidney stone. Sister has hypertension. Dad has hypertension. Two brothers have hypertension, and possibly diabete as well. And here I am, well, fine. What the FUCK!!

I’m currently in college, majoring in pre-nursing. […]

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