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Eternal Peace

Chainsaw

by flatus 6/9/2013

written by flatus

Forlorn lists true contempt destruct
Dripping red is it time to come clean
Wash away everything
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJngx-X-mTU
Hold the frame still life focus
One’s intent to not be noticed
Lost in lies graceful charms
Losing touch with everyone

Management terms and conditions
Waiting for own in addition
Contract is raised

The world’s greatest mortuary

Self destructive mechanism
Introvert overturn assasination
Make from steel the ugly weapon
Killer’s instinct from man to trigger

Peaceful time direct potential
Living through one’s own dementia

Come on hold arms
Dissect division caress duress
Invite delusion back moving through the keyhole
Trust in keeping a value judgement
Overthrown like a […]

6/9/2013 8 comments

whatever

by Brillig 2/10/2013

written by Brillig

I hate my brain. I just thought you should know if your brain is telling you that you should kill yourself, you’re not alone. If your brain is trying to Â give you images and visions of how great it would feel to tighten that rope around your neck and you know that its wrong, you are not alone. They’re reallyÂ seductiveÂ right? These thoughts are the true “siren’s call”; a call for eternal peace and an escape from pain. I’m lucky though. I have a thought that I’ve trained myself to repeat. It is this, “Today is a test. Tomorrow might be a test too. But it […]

2/10/2013 2 comments

After 11 Years Of Hell

by nat 2/5/2013

written by nat

After over a decade of trying to slog on through this bleak existence, and being guilt-tripped continuously into persevering, I am all out of stamina for the fight anymore. Â Too many things, too many broken emotions, too many medical tags stuck onto this tortured, agony-racked being. Â I don’t even think those closest to my heart would begrudge me seeking eternal peace and relief from this cruel world, if they could understand the pain I go through on a daily basis.

I have had 3 botched overdoses with different meds, and tried hanging once but the cord stretched too much, and contemplated stepping off the roof of […]

2/5/2013 5 comments

Imagine the peace

by sb123 12/30/2012

written by sb123

Hello, I am a 16 heats old boy from norway. I have during the past year been wondering on wether or not my life is worth living. I have all my life been interested and engaged inÂ looks and beautyÂ stuff (I am 100% straight). i just care how i look. lately, the last year i have been bothered with my looks. i wont go into specifics because that is not relevant. I simply cant imagine myself living a life as the person I am. when i look around i can hardly find anyone id rather not be. im not extremely ugly, many or some might find […]

12/30/2012 1 comment