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Fade Away

I Dream of Dying…

by Shelly 8/31/2011

written by Shelly

So I wasn’t going to post on here again until I finally decided to do the deed but I wrote this short poem, and wanted to share…

I long to forget my fears and close my weary eyes
To fade away and leave my pains behind

I long to speak to you in words I just cannot articulate
To show that this is what I most desire

I long to cut my worldly ties and say my sad goodbyes
To choose the time of my own release

I long to end this life unlived and take that final leap
To say I love you but sorry I must leave

8/31/2011 10 comments

For me memories are like ghosts that haunt the perimeters of my conscious mind, often making me feel ill at ease when I donâ€™t even know why. The more upsetting memories are like demons that torment me from the depths of my unconscious mind, bringing up flashes of painful experiences when I’m least prepared for it and my defences are down. Both want to fill me with self doubt and self hatred and sap every ounce of confidence I once might have had, to leave me an utterly shattered and blithering wreck in the shambles that my life has become. And yet the more I […]

5/11/2011 8 comments

Fade Away

I Dream of Dying…

To Fade Away…