my head is pounding, my vision is blurring, and my thoughts are skewed, i am on hour 20 of my fast, boycotting water and food. i read that old people restrict themselves of food and water, as a way of suicide, and the process often lasts around 5-10 days, so i guess that is how long i have left. i am grateful for this kind of suicide because my family and friends might not be aware that my death was volentary, hopefully the will see it as a crude accident, and feel no responsibility. fingers crossed.
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Fasting
“Eat” says my body
“You’re fat, why would you wanna eat?!” says Ana
“I’m only doing this to support my mom” says my brain
“Go on and walk faster, you’re too fat” says Ana
“I don’t need to do this, I’m perfectly fine” says my heart
“Look at that roll. You’re fasting tomorrow” says Ana