So a couple months ago I found out I had been selected to go to a international competition to represent my country in a sport I compete in (There are about 5 countries involved and this is for high school aged kids). Anyways it’s still in a couple of months and there are lots of things that could happen that prevent me from going before then. But anyways, let me get to the point, my family; Grandparents, parents etc. have been telling almost everyone, someone actually posted it on FB for all there friends to see, and I know they are just supporting me and […]
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Im getting depressed of other people having great lives and succeeding. everyone seems so happy and its Friday night and im not doing much, well I cant. just needed to put this out, FB is bad for your mental health! I’ve been there. its a pattern that has to stop. otherwise I just sink in those black thoughts . why is it fair other peoples lifes are better? :/
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In too deep, I wish I could sing of the goodies
Humble like the Leo, I’m just trying to, chill
I wish I was
I’m afraid for the message in the bottle, back
Is my yahoo-account, hacked
Serpent of light, sing to me
Are we comrades, hit-me-back-up on the FB or digit
The order, the golden, we gonna’ go, we have to
Build our home on the land, living like the equilibrium of
The talisman, but what is lost
I just want to be by the fire, by the sun, eat my carrots
Heal, because of what I am
In all seriousness, and pleasantry, like […]
Greetings from Mexico – suicide prevention week – article and podcast
by bayareaguy
written by bayareaguy
Hello Fellow SPers
I found this article and podcast on FB, a link provided by a fellow suffered of depression (MDD). I found it to be honest, insightful and relevant. I hope people read it and click the blue listen button.
Some of you know I moved to Puerto Vallarta for the fall and winter in an effort to break the cycle of isolation and loneliness that were keeping me in despair and depression. I am doing pretty well and have had mostly good days with just a few down days. But nothing truly depressing. I’ve even been able to sleep all but two nights. I have […]
HI! Let’s talk something,if you’re native language is English, you can help me with that. Let’s talk about life or something if you’re feeling lonely or something we can talk. Post your FB or Skype, I’ll add you 🙂
My Facebook:Â https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100008390883212&ref=tn_tnmn
i cant. everywhere i turn his name is mentioned or brought up. Everything reminds me of him. everyone knows him. i try to seperate myself but i cant. I LITERALLY CANNOT FORGET YOU. I loved him so much. I LOVE him so much. if i saw him idk what id do. id break down sobing. id run up to him and jump on him. id slap him and curse at him and let him know how much he hurt me. how much he is hurting me. i cant breathe when i think about him. i see pictures with him and his new girl on fb, […]
Borderline (personality),friends, and to much will to end it all…
by agentCooper
written by agentCooper
Thats where im, emotionaly destroyed, tired,depressed, and in the state when i dont care about my horrible english…
My friends DONT know that i had the Borderline behavioral dissorder. (I had few older people who know it but thats different kind of relationship)
And i dont know if I can trust them, or how to tell it to them, or tell them what I feel or whats going on when iam depressed, or sad, or when i had suicidal toughts…and  I feel so lonely with feeling that none understand me…
(I had some self-harm things so im using antidepressants – after one week at center of crisis intervention, I want to […]
I am putting a lot of thought into my pending exit from this world. I have what I need to do it and do it right. I have a departure statement that I am working on for mass consumption, to be posted on FB as a note with tags to a select group of people who will act as hubs for anyone else who needs to know and I have done my personal apologies where possible. I have figured out how to make sure I am found right away by the police and not some random sap that likely doesn’t need that kind of interruption […]
hi. ive been chatting one guy for over a year. we are from different countries. he has invited me to come, so i did this, as i had an opportunity… we fell in love, but then i had to leave him for my country. while i was at his place, we were discussing our future etc. he promised to come to my place. i was crying so much while leaving him, but i hoped for the best because im mostly an optimistic girl. but when i was home, he just went crazy. he told me he didnt wanna live and contact me . then he […]
the little bitchass demons that come along with my voices keep staring at me with that •-• face and give me teeth grinding, fist clenching, head pounding, random pains…its hard to explain…it hurts…and im tired…and pain is one of the most misused words on this site…jus sayin…
he always keeps me up waiting, says he`ll text me, but hhe never does…it feels like someone took my heart and shredded it…he always says he loves me on fb…but never in person…he dosent love me…he never wil…
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My mood lately has been up and down. But I came to a breakthrough. I don’t want to kill myself anymore (unless I’m feeling real down then the thoughts come back) but overall I don’t. I realize I’m going to die one day anyways so I’ll deal with all the crap til I do. Cause 80 years really isn’t that long (if i’m that lucky).
I still feel like shit, try not to think about what a failure I am but it’s very apparent in my life so not thinking about it or being aware is hard to do.
Momz is irritating once again trying to intervene […]