Exhausted, really. I’m tired of being sad all the time and I’m tired of fighting to stay alive.
Physically, I’m perfectly healthy(ish). I shouldn’t have to fight to live.
Dying is ways in the back of my mind but sometimes my brain is screaming at me to just fucking do it already. I guess technically I am my brain. Does that mean I’m telling myself to die? They say to always trust yourself first. Does that mean I should listen?