Im pissed off with my so called life. I have no one, not one person who calls me. not one “real” friend! I have come to the conclusion that no one gives a shit. Most days i wonder around town aimlessly with my son and its as if im a ghost no one talks to me i feel so alone. And them false people who pretend they give a shit just makes me want to punch there horrible faces in. My boyfriend doesnt understand how i feel i tell him i feel suicidal and hes like you’ll be ok!! I feel like theres no hope […]
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Im tierd of crying , im tierd of always getting hurt in the end.
I want to have one fuckin day to not cry . Daddie , why did you leave me ? I love you dad , why did you do this to me && mom it’s unfair your being selfish i will always love you though .R.I.P dad. && this guy I “like” he don’t like me there is no way he probly desprate . After all im a ” LITTLE GIRL” ugh I hate crying . :/
Things couldn’t have turned out better, I have been ill these apst few days and was prescribed pennicillan. But they just make me feel worse so i’m thinking about saving them for tuesday…
I can’t believe how quickly my birthday has came around, The only problem is that my dad is coming down for the day. :/
I want to ask the guys something, For you see whenever I want to stop one of my routines I usually asked a guy if everything would be ok and if it was safe to do so.. But I don’t really have access to my usual suspects. So i would […]
It’s fuckin’ 0240 and I’m wide awake. Not to mention that I have 4 hours of softball practice tomorrow and 1 hour of gym class plus whatever shit I have to do around the house. Isn’t this fuckin’ outstanding?