I am about to prepare myself, both emotionally and physically, to die. I was enthralled by the story of Haley and Jake. Haley lived in New York, Jake in California. They met and fell in love, but couldn’t be together because of the physical distance. Long story short, they killed themselves and died to be together. I find myself in the same situation. I love him so much. But I love my baby too. Well, not my baby. I know she will be taken amazing care of and won’t remember me. It will cause her no pain. What do I do? Yeah, yeah, I know. […]
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How could they not get this? Why don’t they know how I am feeling? For 4 and 1/2 months I have been crying every night all alone in my bed while teenagers at my school slowly eat away my insides. I have cut myself. I have starved myself. All due to things that these kids say and do to me. But no one knows. My family thinks that I love school. That I have a lot of friends. I have no friends. I hate school. For the past month I have been making up excuses like that all of my friends are busy or whatever. […]