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Poems…

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax
written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

oh my, look at this. Ain’t this some fucked up shit?  So now i sit here in the wreckage of what you have done, you added more scars to your only son.

Why cant you control yourself? Why do you always make my life Hell? I try to sit and picture death, to me it just sounds like the best.

I want to live, just not in this sequence. You mom, have always been my greatest weakness. I can’t sleep so I toss and turn. Imagining how great it would be, just to see it all burn.

My heart is beating, but im hardly alive. Life is a […]

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Simplistic (and hopefully Beautiful)

by subtle_bloodstains
written by subtle_bloodstains

I’ll miss your smile
I’ll miss your laughter
And the way
You look at me

I’ll miss your might
And the way you falter
And in the night
You’ll come to me

I’ll miss your eyes
I’ll miss your banter
And your voice
Speaking so low

I’ll miss your heart
And the way you suffer
For the art
You love to know

I’ll miss your light
And the way you shine it
And in the night
You’ll think of me

I’ll miss your tears
I’ll miss your clatter
Rush on by
No time to bleed

I’ll miss you near
Here is all that matters
But I must cheer
When you set […]

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Love never lasts..

by LivingDeadSoul
written by LivingDeadSoul

You say you will always love me and even try to help me when you fid out iv been cutting again. You say you will always be here to help me. But in the end you never really cared did you. Now that i dnt have you since you wernt who you seemed to be the blood will start to flow again. My heart is crushed I ope you know and now for thatmy arm wrist must pay the price. You were the only thingkeeping me to his world and now all i can do is say goodbye..

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The Real Me

by lilredangel
written by lilredangel

Here I find myself again, with tears streaming and a heart that aches.  I have no idea what to do.  I feel lost in a world that is passing me by, crippled by the fears of the unknown that consume me.  So many paths lay before me and I can’t even take the first step, the pain inside crippling.  Betrayal, anger, hurt, hate, love, loss; all consuming thoughts.   I don’t want to be here.   I feel tired and broken and the task of putting the pieces back together is impossible; even if I could, I would never be the same.  My life can be seen […]

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My Best-Worst Friend…The Razor Blade

by forever_lost
written by forever_lost

I may be metal and have no heart
But in your life I have become a part
As I carve and carve at your tender wrist
I feel in your brain there must be a twist
Is it normal to turn to me for help?
When if I scar another they scream and yelp
Your feeling empty and rather alone
But I’m not left sitting alone in your home
In your bathroom cabinet I’m normally sealed
Although next to your heart your dreams become real
You use me to express your raw self hate
But should I be used in this way to create
The […]

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Adam (Actually this title can be replaced)

by fallenangel33
written by fallenangel33

(Written with a shattered suicidal heart)

If I could go back in time
to when you asked me out
I’d look at you and say
of course, without a doubt

The kids at school can laugh
the kids at school can stare
but they just dont know
the love of ours is rare

I don’t know what to say
and I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to tell
I want my 1st kiss with you

I wish that you would hold me
in your arms at night
wrapped around my heart
wrapped aroung my sides

I only wish that you could know
all the things I […]

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by Knightofdoom
written by Knightofdoom

I don’t expect anyone to listen or care, i just need someone to vent to and if it happens to be stranger so be it, Nothing will change.

I was disgnoed with evre depression and aniexty in oct.2011, they started me on medication, but none of it make me feel that this is all still worth it, why do i ever have to try to feel happy, i don’t perever feelings, they just eat at me inside untill,my body starts to shake with uncontrollble force, forcing back the tears in public and silence of my mouth, doesn’t stop the soiltary inside me.These though consume me and […]

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Alone in PR

by AloneInPR
written by AloneInPR

I was tricked into moving here. My ex wife said she wanted to move back to PR to be closer to her family. So we (she, my son and I) moved to PR and starte our life here. A year later I was replaced by the guy she had been cheating on me with. A month after she told me to leave, he was living in my house, sleeping in my bed, screwing my ex nd playing with my son. I have no family or friends here and the locals don’t seem too accepting of a gringo cabron. I […]

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lost

by QuixoticNomad
written by QuixoticNomad

I don’t really know what to say except that I’m hurting.

I’m lost in the blackest of blues and the coldest of blacks; the half-light is gone. There are no stars and I have no compass. I walk the flat lands knowing where you are, but knowing I can never go there again. Emotional pain slams into me wave after wave only to wrap itself around my heart, squeezing, before releasing for the next wave.

 

I’m so sorry for what I did to you, yet, there is nothing that I can say, no amount of self-flagellation that can redeem me in your eyes — Continue Reading

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im done

by rainbowlikeafuckinbee
written by rainbowlikeafuckinbee

im done with everyone everthing no one gives a fuck anymore so take my things and burn them stab me in the heart with all ur rage show me ur hatred

so now my boyfriend thhe lvoe of my life hates me now cuz of u that one certain boy who was out to make my life a living hell you know what now its a dead hell

you sent him those pics i sent long ago but now im gone so raise ur glass to the death ull never miss….. nd to u my love im sorry <3

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Why bother

by supern0vaa
written by supern0vaa

I went away for 3 days, to visit my sister at her university. It was a nice break from my parents. They’ve never really been the best to me. I had an awesome time, I returned in such good spirits because when I was over there I didn’t have  a care in the world. I was in a different city, a good 4 hours from where I live. I barely texted anyone so it was just a clear-mind vacation (I know it was only 3 days) So that was fun, but as soon as I get home they start being rude. My parents like to […]

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Is there anyone who will listen?

by sky2012
written by sky2012

Every night I hope that the next day will be better, that the girls who think they are popular will back off and leave me alone, that they will except me for who I am. But no, they keep coming back with meaner responses, and meaner comments. They tell me to go kill myself, they tell me that I will never be loved. One of them acted like she was my friend, she found out who I had feelings for and told everyone and anyone. They are on my soccer team, I recently got into a fight with one of them, I won, but […]

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My note

by mark800101
written by mark800101

My note

I made a stupid decision.  I know it’s selfish, and I’m doing it for the stupidest reason.  I can’t help how I feel.  I have felt like this for a long time.  If you want to know why, Jackie has the full story.  She knows me better than anyone else.

To my mom and dad
I love both of you very much.  You were amazing parents.  I loved going to disney world.  I loved going to mexico.  I loved going on bike rides with you dad.  I grew distant from both of you, and i don’t entirely know why.  Over the past few years, I’ve […]

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Just felt like sharing this…

by subtle_bloodstains
written by subtle_bloodstains

Hi. I’m fairly new here but it seems like a good place to share my writing. I don’t know if anyone else will appreciate it but I just want to put it out there…

I wrote this last night. It’s meant to be a song but I suck at putting things to music, so it’s just lyrics. Feel free to make up your own tune if your musical. I sing…

Anyways, feel free to give me feedback. I’ve never shown my stuff to anyone before because I’m pretty good at pretending to be alright and I don’t want to ruin all that hard work. Here it is:

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Suicide Attempt

by Wei Se
written by Wei Se

I posted on monday, saying that i will overdose on medication and i actually did that. I did a suicide attempt on tuesday. Well, i actually knew i was going to survive because i knew the pills weren’t enough to make my heart stop beating. I took 19 pills of efexor with cough syrup. I went to school and they’ve called an ambulance there. It was to late to empty my stomach. When i was in the hospital they’ve let me drink something that looks like black waterpaint with sand. It didn’t tasted but the feeling was awful and they’ve took soom blood. They wanted to […]

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What should I do…

by helloiamdepressive
written by helloiamdepressive

This is my first time posting. But I am feeling kinda suicidal right now. I was on medication for like 7 years, I dunno I guess I was just naturally depressed since a very young age, but now it’s been 6 months that I’m off it. I honestly feel like killing myself now, cuz I can’t feel shit in my heart.. I have a girl and there’s lots of people and friends that really care about me.. But nonetheless I don’t feel much.. My daily schedule is like a bit fucked, try to keep busy but not much going on.. Just waiting to go off […]

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WHAT DO I HAVE. I AM AN ALIEN

by idunno
written by idunno

I think I may have a Highly sensitive personality.

I have severe social anxiety, ADD. And I get easily overstimulated.
Do these sound like characteristics of the HIGHLY SENSITIVE PERSON?:

I have acute hearing, I get startled VERY easily over the littlest sounds, even when I am anticipating them. and I think I am sensitive to light(i wear glasses) I am a very picky eater, and dont eat much I like odd foods. I think this is because I may be a supertaster? I think I am sensitive to pain. When I have a hot beverage, it takes forever for it to be cool enough to drink, […]

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Love and Hate

by LiamS
written by LiamS

I love her with all my heart. But I hate her for doing this to me. I love her for being honest about her feelings. But I hate her for not having those feelings. I hate myself for hating her. I hate myself for loving her.

Sometimes I think I’d be better off if I’d never looked at her a second time. It’s funny how that single act of going up to her and starting a conversation, has led me to where I am now. Sometimes I think I’d be better off if we’d never met, but then I wouldn’t have enjoyed the WONDERFUL time we […]

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Tomorrow is the day

by Wei Se
written by Wei Se

Tomorrow is the day. I will swallow a few pills all in once. I hope my heart stops beating.

I am sick and that’s what i am. I am a sick fuck. Who isn’t able to do shit. I have no social life, no education, just nothing that is needed to have a stable life. I am a worthless piece of shit and when i die, i will suffer even more because hell is my destiny.

 

I have one question though, what does efexor 75mg does with your body when you overdose on them? These are anti-depressant pills.

 

Goodbye.

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I want to be Pretty

by alwaysonsomethingluv
written by alwaysonsomethingluv

My parents say I want to call attention. That the way I dress demands attention. That I embarrassed them. I don’t try to. I just can’t be myself. I see myself In the mirror and all I see is a fat lard. I hate my skin tone, my eyes, my hair, my body! I hate it all! So I try to make it better! I try to hide my fat body under layers of clothes. I hide my face under make up! I hide my ugly untamed frizzy shit colored hair under dye. I change how I look! And only when I change it I […]

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