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Holden Caulfield

My name is Ammoniacku

by ammoniacku 1/18/2013

written by ammoniacku

I am Ammoniacku and i am 21 and live in Eastern Europe.

I suffer from OCD and depression. In fact i have been anxious and depressed my whole life. You wanna know why? I am just bored beyond anything by people, in fact even writing this message bores me to death.

I find most people boring and they are turned off by my sarcasm and humour and in fact i think most humans are phony. In Â fact, i declare myself the Holden Caulfield of eastern europe. I hate all social cliques, i am bored beyond my mind by the college i am doing, i have no skills […]

1/18/2013 12 comments

I wrote2 posts, but the hatred and depression and stuff keep coming back.

by RogueShadow1281 4/22/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

It’s been a few hours after my last post. I am tired of this shit. I’m tired of living, I hate life. No point in having one. God is a false deity. The idea that God is Satan is very thorough, but I still don’t believe in a god. Or else he’s past insane. He keeps repeating human’s course over billions and billions of people and never is there a right person. Everyone is evil. I wonder what was Jesus’ motives. He was probably filling his ego. Maybe he was brainwashed.Â

I hope to join the army in 1 1/2 years. That’s too far away, though. […]

4/22/2012 8 comments