My name is Ammoniacku

I am Ammoniacku and i am 21 and live in Eastern Europe.

I suffer from OCD and depression. In fact i have been anxious and depressed my whole life. You wanna know why? I am just bored beyond anything by people, in fact even writing this message bores me to death.

I find most people boring and they are turned off by my sarcasm and humour and in fact i think most humans are phony. In  fact, i declare myself the Holden Caulfield of eastern europe. I hate all social cliques, i am bored beyond my mind by the college i am doing, i have no skills and i probably will hate having a job so much i won’t have any. Besides that my OCD is so severe it makes socialising hard and learning new stuff as well. I dunno what i will do after i finish college but in order to resist the stress of a job you must first have something that relieves that stress, i have nothing, for me even living is stressing.

I suffer from such severe fatigues i barely can get myself to wash and stuff. I hate most ppl personalities and humour and all society s culture seems to be in direct opposite to what i stand for. So being, i have an extreme feeling of hopelessnes, a feeling that nothing matters and so on and on.

My parents are obsessive protective fuckers who make me feel even worse with their non-senses and i just care about nothing in general.

So chances are i dnt like you anyway, and if i am going to kill myself i am going to do it in a funny shocking provokative way, i am thinking but first i just want to show ppl how i don t like them. It could have been better but i am just a weird hard to please being and i just don t get it anyway..

Buh Bieee