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Holiday Season

The Bridge

by bayareaguy 2/14/2014

written by bayareaguy

I’ve seen the documentary The Bridge many times.Â In spite of the miniscule risk of surviving the jump, it’s still a much more statistically successful method than pills.

Pills?Â Totally unreliable

Hanging?Â I couldn’t bring myself to do it

Gunshot?Â Way too messy….besides, I’m as anti-NRA as you can get.

Yes….I have a deep seated feeling the Golden Gate Bridge will be my method when I decide I really need to go, which I hope will be before I have to suffer another Holiday Season.

I made a preliminary draft of my Will and today I talked to my financial planners about how I want my IRA distributed.Â They have […]

2/14/2014 12 comments

I need a break

by lonelyinside 12/13/2012

written by lonelyinside

I don’t know why i try anymore, honestly. it seems like everything i do actually does nothing in this world. I give my friends everything they ask for and keep my promises, you know, being a good friend, and they make up excuses, “oh, i had to stay home and watch my sister” or “I forgot” a couple weeks later. Dropping classes with me because it makes you too tired to be able to go hunting and leaving me to be with your cousin who buys you stuff. It’s crap because im supposed to be her friend, but she leaves me to be with her […]

12/13/2012 7 comments

Holiday Wishes and Birthday Gifts

by Emsnightmare 11/23/2012

written by Emsnightmare

I hate this time of year. Then againÂ I hate every day. It is all torture. From foster home to orphanage to terrible homeÂ I jump, waiting, praying till I turn 18. People tell me it gets better and i’ll b happy soon. But does it really and how do they know?

I was taken to a new home for this holiday season. The couple has lots of money and the mother is a doctor but she can’t have kids so she chose me. Lucky me right? No. I’d rather b a million other places. The one thingÂ I can tell u about this house… the basement is cold […]

11/23/2012 0 comment

anything to get the edge off.

by unstable 1/31/2012

written by unstable

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted…My holiday season was relatively calm..as I took off from work, and was off from school…mostly drama free except the ever present arguments with the asshole I’m forced to relate to as his daughter. But I digress.

School is back in full swing…in addition to more drama at work (seriously, I work with a bunch of 50 year old catty bitches in a freaking cafeteria…)

Needless to say, I’m already stressed the fuck out…looking for jobs, internships, working, going to school, dieting (i have a wedding to attend in june…needing to lose weight), and attempting to maintain my end of relationships. I’ve […]

1/31/2012 7 comments