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wayfaring stranger

by girlwiththetrinketbox 8/6/2014

written by girlwiththetrinketbox

“I am a poor, wayfaring stranger
Traveling through this world alone
And there’s no sickness, toil or danger
In that bright land to which I go”

Is it time? Is my time to head to that land finally here? I found out tonight that everyone that I thought was my friend thinks I’m a “thot.” I don’t blame them. When I broke up with the guy I was seeing here, that same night I hooked up with someone else. A few nights later, I got drunk and hooked up with someone else. Who wouldn’t think I’m a slut? I guess they’re right. The realization that everyone […]

8/6/2014 12 comments

Im ready to die

by Infectious208 8/5/2014

written by Infectious208

So, if any of you have been following any of my posts, Im going through a horrible time with losing my girls. I took over some lime skittles (almost impossible to find now and they were her favorite), a barbie for my little girl, and a card with some cash for her to use on whatever. I left them on her doorstep this morning and said in the card, “you dont need to call or text and thank me, I just want you to know I care and am thinking about you”

She sent me an email this morning that said, “I received your gifts on […]

8/5/2014 15 comments

Year Too Long, A Year Gone

by StruggleOn 8/5/2014

written by StruggleOn

It wasn’t until today ’til I realized the full truth of my procrastination and weakness. Another birthday, a year too long I’ve lived. Another birthday, a year I could have rid of myself. And now what, what can I do but be sad on this day.

I dont have have much extended family, but what I do have of them I talk to about once a year. My cousin was a firefighter in Denver for a while. He was in college doing a volunteer program. On a day stroll he spotted a man laying on a park bench, pour gasoline over himself, then lit himself on […]

8/5/2014 5 comments

I was been trapped twice, I’m real fool

by sivani 8/5/2014

written by sivani

Love makes my life horrific, I’m an Indian, I didn’t get love from my family when I’m younger it’s becaz of my father domination & I couldn’t able to tell to my father anything, I spent my childhood in my grand ma home, after death of my grandfather i came to my father’s home age of 13, upto that time I spent a silent life, after reaching my home suddenly it became violent, so I thought to have a love life but unfortunately I didn’t get that too instead of love i was been cheated twice.

I can’t able to tolerate the pain so long, this […]

8/5/2014 0 comment

Just a story that doesn’t matter

by TheStranger17 8/4/2014

written by TheStranger17

You know, I haven’t had a bad life. Really, in perspective, retrospect, looking back… other people have worse problems than me. What I’m going through.. It’s bearable. You know, you bear it because you have to? But at the same time, it feels like you are going down an endless road of shite and it just keeps going and going like a frikken Duracell battery.

I have a pretty decent set of parents, I love them and I wouldn’t change them for the world – well, besides the fact that they are overweight and I don’t want to lose them before I have children, or even […]

8/4/2014 3 comments

A story

by lostchild445 8/3/2014

written by lostchild445

I wrote this for a project in english class. Its a story about my own life. I threw myself into 3rd person and became the friend I wish I had when this was all happening. I hope you enjoy.

id the same. I dont think I heard them ever tell him congratulations without there being a “but” after it. Maybe they did, but I’m pretty sure he would’ve told me about it. So, Alex goes through his life thinking he is never good enough, that failure far outweighs success and quite frankly, he was miserable. But, for some reason, I can never remember him crying.

In middle […]

8/3/2014 0 comment

by lostchild445 8/3/2014

written by lostchild445

Sometimes I wonder
Is there really a future for me
I look back on all my history
and decide its not to be

Years of pain and struggle and strife
Multiple attempts to end my life
Failure upon failure and disappointment too
Not to mention the drugs and alcohol to boot

But people still say
Every dog has his day
Yet somehow its hard to wait for what may be

When will this day come?
It’s been plenty of moons
since the times I could stay home and watch cartoons
and be content

So much has changed yet so much has not
I feel like I went full circle, […]

8/3/2014 2 comments

I’m collapsing…

by derekgamer 7/31/2014

written by derekgamer

I’m an 19 year old boy who goes to college. I cant complain about my professional life. However, my social and specially my sentimental life is a mess…

Every girl i ever loved rejects me. I was bullied during my childwood so my self esteem never was very high, but all these rejections are turning it into a whole lower level.

When i entered college i said to myself that i will never fall in love during that time. that i was there only to learn and have fun. That promise didnt last more than a couple of months. i met this wonderful girl, a tiny little […]

7/31/2014 3 comments

Today is just like the rest

by Infectious208 7/31/2014

written by Infectious208

Yet another day that I woke up alone. No missed texts or calls from anyone. No one to talk to except my personal demons telling me your not worthy of experiencing this day. Just the same mundane routine that plagues me every day. Wake up exhausted because I cant sleep well anymore. Its 6 am. I hit snooze hoping an extra 5 minutes will make me feel a little better yet I never seem to be able to take that extra 5 minutes. Its like a tease.

Stand in the shower looking at the cuts on my arm and crying wishing I could smell her cooking breakfast again and […]

7/31/2014 3 comments

I lost all hope now

by TheCorpsePrincess 7/31/2014

written by TheCorpsePrincess

So I posted a few night ago about my situation and now I feel worse. I stood up to my bf and he admitted to me that he was no longer in love with me anymore after 2 months of hiding it from me. And I knew something was wrong and he kept calling me crazy. And I’ve been depressed for so long now I’m sitting at home locked in my room staring at a bottle of pills wondering if I should swallow them or not. And it’s not because of my now ex bf. It’s because I’ve had so many fucked up things in […]

7/31/2014 11 comments

One Try Left

by TheAngelInChains 7/31/2014

written by TheAngelInChains

So after the end of last summer, my life turned around….

So I’m off to 7th grade, my first year of middle school. During that time I was bullied a lot. My brother also made this new friend who didn’t like me very much. After that my brother was also kinda a bully to me. And the things they would say and do to me made me feel sad and angry and never deal with it.

So the stress and depression builds. It’s just sitting inside of me like a bo going to blow up. I also have this 7 year old sister who won’t ever leave […]

7/31/2014 3 comments

Im no poet, so this is not poetry

by Adderallslits 7/29/2014

written by Adderallslits

Like cigarette smoke

My world is in a blur.
Gray and dried
Like a cancer that consumed my mind
poisoned and pissed
Anger is my love
Words so venomous
I bet it hurts

¡Danger! There’s no way out

You celebrate all the time that I waste
My bones are breaking under the weight of your success
We can be alone, together
Just know that every smile is a lie
Every Words been a line

Shedblack nights
Without a dawn
Alone behind my own made walls
Save me,Lie too me,Help me home
No more ropes
I’ve run out of power ups

No recharge
If it’s not for the barrel of a […]

7/29/2014 4 comments

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by leo 7/26/2014

written by leo

I met her on this thursday … My best friend and my friends given me suprise by taking her at my home … when i seen her , i get shocked. I was too happy and excited when i seen her , it was just like i get my breath, i get my life… i cant tell how much i was happy…. And then she ran to me and hugged me tightly.. i just get another big shocked… it was like i get my life ,i get my everything…. and then i hugged her tightly…. and holded her hands …. we were walking together by […]

7/26/2014 1 comment

by TheEternalLight 7/26/2014

written by TheEternalLight

I’m not really sure how to begin this, or I guess, really, how to say any of this.

My name is John, and my middle name is Ira. I’m 25 years old, and I feel utterly hopeless. I just stayed up all night, debating whether or not I would have the balls to do it. Now it is Saturday morning, and I am a fucking COWARD. I’ve never felt as sad, or alone or I fucking hate to admit this, misunderstood in my whole entire life.

I guess if worst comes to worst, there’s a secret, ashamed part of me that wants someone, anyone, I cared about, […]

7/26/2014 1 comment

The Monster In My Mind

by sadcigarette 7/24/2014

written by sadcigarette

There is a monster in my mind

He comes out when I’m alone

He tells me that happiness is a lie

And death’s a better home

He shows me all the hurt

I put my family through

Every mistake I made

He says “Its all on you”

He has never spoke a lie

He tells me how it is

He says that if I would die

I would no longer be his

The monster in my mind

Controls my every […]

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7/24/2014 3 comments

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My sin … is my very existence

by lamentofthelamb 7/24/2014

written by lamentofthelamb

Vietnam, July 24

I just came back from one failed year studying in France. After one year, I realized that I didn’t study what I really wanted. So why, why did I go ?

The first thing my father noticed, when I stepped out the door of the aeroport, frustrated having to leave the solitude on the 12-hour flight, was that I did not greet him. He took no time to inform my mother about my misbehavior. A good child should «know your place», and I know that very well. But I hate good boys […]

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7/24/2014 0 comment

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today (and a bit of back story)

by why i dont no 7/23/2014

written by why i dont no

so today im not shure good day yes frat with sreess

me and mum fell out over nothing i cut badly im worry about my gf cheeting on me and not talking to me and why is she not talking to me i take £5 and gtfo find a frend to bring me up met a girl robyn shes nice iv helped her befor she was going to this party that i had beentold by mum not to go to i think to my self for a secions you whent to jamaca so cal and colarado (sorry to any ameracans for buchering names) and all befor […]

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7/23/2014 2 comments

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Forgotten

by rich51bruhh 7/23/2014

written by rich51bruhh

I moved out to Corona, California in June of 2013, and bout two months into moving to the new city I still felt new to the city and developed a sadness for being a way from my old friends. I am a 16 year old guy and I’m not much of a social person. I pretty much stuck with the same friends I had living in my old town. But back then I was more social and interactive with my friends, I actually did things outside of school and home with my friends. The last time I had a girlfriend was 2012. But now living […]

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7/23/2014 2 comments

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by n0oh 7/22/2014

written by n0oh

My mother’s schizo finally did it, she can’t work anymore, still doesn’t admit she needs treatment, I don’t know if she’s taking her meds but knowing her it’s the last thing she’ll do, it’s way too nice to make my life even more of a hell. I can’t earn more, I can’t get a better job, or I can’t get a second job, whether she accepts it or not. Nobody understands me. I don’t, either. Why do I still care who’s gonna take care of her when I’m dead, I don’t know! I definitely don’t want to do anything for her anymore. Yet I still […]

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7/22/2014 14 comments

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Fighting a relapse.

by Rey 7/19/2014

written by Rey

Hi.

This is my first post. I should probably introduce myself.

I am a 21 year old girl living in New Zealand. I first began to notice a dip in my mood when I was 12-13 but understandably at that age I couldn’t quite get what the feelings were a symptom of. I constantly hit what I thought was rock bottom only to find myself continuing to slide down. I spend years battling it, as well as an accompanying eating disorder, and finally recovered fully in 2013.

I decided to leave home in order to continue my recovery journey. I have been living on my own for the […]

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7/19/2014 7 comments

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