Since I was born my dad has beat me for everthing!! He has made me a baseball player and anytime I would mess up he would probably leave me at the place I messed up and always hit me and tell me horrible stuff ! He even hit me hard if I just got on his nerves. He told me that alot of people are better than me at a lot of things and that i’m not his son. And since 8th grade my grades have dropped by a lot and he tells me that im worthless. My mom barely talks to me.i have […]
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So … I was reading the comments and someone (I think emptyness7) said she’d seen so much suffering and evil in the world … so have I … lots … I’m arguably one of the oldest on this site so yeah … I’ve seen a WHOLE lot of bad shit. but also I’ve seen a lot of really, REALLY good stuff – from a lot of sensitive and caring and selfless people … like a lot of the kids on this site.
You wear you hearts on your sleeve and bloody it with your blades … and it pains me to think you’ll either kill it […]
I havent been on here in a long time!!! i feel like im missing my family on here! so i have had some horrible stuff happening and i have reached my limits so i cut myself. i had earlier written a post on how to start and ex out the pain of cutting but now i understand. i cant go a day without thinking about cutting and/or cutting. i just feel like i need it. it sucks to look down at my hands and wrists and see the scars. I always blame it on the dogs when someone asks. they are so naive. i honestly […]