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I will survive.

My dad :(

by ms. little panda 1/6/2013

written by ms. little panda

Why would he do this to me??Â Why wouldn’t he stand up for me when i was in that black hole and his girlfriend called me a whore and he was right behind me??!!

why would he lie straight to my face?? why can’t he stand up for himself?? why can’t he say no??

i’m felling worthles if i wasn’t here anyone would never give a fuck?? i don’t even get myself sometimes!!?? i miss the time when we were all togehter and happy that time where i was happy!! i miss myself??

i’m scared that i will loose all my friends that i’m gonna loose my family i […]

1/6/2013 1 comment

I won’t survive.

by David 7/26/2012

written by David

First post in a while.

I have tagged this with the words “I will survive” somewhat ironically. ‘Cause I won’t.

I am depressed every spare second of the day. I can only fake a smile, and now my friends have started seeing it’s fake. One even stated that my eyes got sadder when I smiled.

But, every single spare second I get, suicidal or self-loathing thoughts come into my mind. I hate myself. I hate this. I hate this reality and I spend so long wanting to leave.

And…sooner or later I will. People can tell me to keep my chin up, to surround myself with loved ones. But […]

7/26/2012 4 comments