But you don’t know what it’s like,
to wake up in the middle of the night,
scaring the thought of kissing razors.
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I’m a piece of shit. I talked to an ex boyfriend via text for a month and didn’t tell my husband. He found out and now he has moved out to straighten things out in his head. He says he wants to work on getting back together but I can’t stand the pain of him being gone. Of him not holding or kissing me. It hurts and all I want to do is die. I have no one to talk to and I feel hopeless I don’t know what to do. It hurts so bad I just want to take a bottle of Ativan and […]
Ts her birthday. I’m in school with her all fucking day. Stuck seeing him and her holding hands ands kissing.. He should be kissing me. Holding my hand. Not hers.
In a good mood other than her being here and her being with him..
yes I am the jealouse type, and I know that. So no one needs to tell me
i dont believe in fairy tales
I dont believe in wishing wells
i dont believe in love at first sight
I dont believe in strolls under the moonlight
I dont believe in one final kiss
I dont believe in it’s you I’ll miss
I dont believe in it’s meant to be
I dont believe in it’s you and me
I dont believe in my heart is yours
I dont believe in love’s chores
I dont believe in butterflies
I dont belive in the feeling’s lies
I dont believe in reminiscing
I dont believe in kissing
I dont believe in together
I dont believe in forever
I really dont believe […]
My wife of 7 years left 3months ago and it still feels like the first day.she has a new bf wich she says shes in love with now.that
realy fucked me up.realy bad.the thought of them holding hands or kissing kills me and the thought of them makeing love makes me physicly ill i want to vomit.each day i pray all day to die and i even try about a month ago.thay put me in the hospital for about a week and i had to lie and tell them i wouldnt try again so thay would let me out.we have 4 year old son […]
Hi everyone.. I’m new here and i really need to get some stuff off of my chest. Apparently, i’ve been dealing with nothing but family problems. Mostly it’s between me and my mom and I’m tired of it. All the time she yells at me. Mainly, she just verbally abuses me; always she’ll throw my stuff on my bedroom floor and tells me to pick up. Like really? She’s the one who dropped it so why should i? And when i don’t do something right she’ll yell and call me stupid names: idiot, *****, ************, useless child, and so on. My dad thinks that it’s […]
its never really been a problem with me,but you know how some people are striaght and some people are the opposite, well im neither,i aint sexually attached to men nor women,im a female,i never got romantically close to men because it didnt feel right,i never dated girls because it didnt feel right to me,so if im not straight and im not gay or bisexual nor bicurious, then what am i?i dont know if its from all the years of being abused, i dont like any of it,i feel uncomfortable dating period,or kissing,i feel like my mouth is just to talk and eat food with,and i […]
 The very first time i had ever cut my self on purpose was when i was 11 with a shaving razzor I saw my sister that was visiting from Tennessee kissing my nieghbor and i dont know why I felt even that young that cheating on someone was and is wrong but i remembered my brother telling me something about cutting helps some times so i grabed my dads shaving razzor and broke it apart and started cutting downward pretty deep it stang for a while and kept stinging for days but after i thought about it in some way it did help so i […]