New here, and I don’t know why, I just thought I’d share my last thoughts. I’m a 33 year old male with serious mental health problems. I am a husband and a father, but that doesn’t factor into my decision somehow. I’m going to kill myself. I have all the equipment to hand for a quiet death. Fuck it! I can’t be bothered to say anything else apart from FUCK THE WORLD! And if you have anything negative or “oh that’s so selfish” to say don’t bother. I repeat DON’T BOTHER! I’ll be dead in an hour.
Last Thoughts
I don’t understand why some ex’s gives you closure and some do not. Why is that?
Like with my ex boyfriend, I broke up with him a few years ago, from a 2 year long distance relationship and we decided to stay as friends. When I moved back to the same area I realized that he would always ignore me when I really wanted to at least see him… but I realized, after a few months, it was already too late. Nothing, no more hopes and no more dreams. And worse of all his parents told me to just move on. His friends, whom used to be mine, they just told me to move on as well.
Not him though. He just […]
Probably getting our hours cut at work down to part time in the next few months. And my other job is laying me off.
Which means even less money on top of the salary cut last year.
And they are adding considerably more work and duties.
Not complaining but this place is just jacking us left and right.
Even though we exceeded paramaters for a year without a manager and six months without a direct supervisor.
Was trying to hang on until January of next year for my birthday but seems like it will be sometime this summer.
Guess I can take someone’s advice on here and get a credit card […]
this evening i randomly got in the worst mood ever. i became dangerously violent and angry, and i was so close to ending it. i sat up in my room for a good hour or 2 sobbing my eyes out, basically letting out 10 years of anger. between being used as a dishrag in my what used to be best friend’s life, and from being pushed down by my family. this isn’t the first time that i’ve randomly became depressed, but this is the first time it’s ever been like this. i can’t even explain to you how i felt. and i can promise you […]