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Looking At The World

Tomorrow is yesterday…

by UZI - SUICIDE 5/17/2013

written by UZI - SUICIDE

Tonite…Â I gave up…Â I am empty now…Â It happened right in front of you..Â It all went away, and I could see things clearly, without emotion…

Tonite..Â I accpted that I am not good enough, and I never will be.. That I never have been, It’s nobody’s fault but mine..Â I dont know why.. I have always tried..Â I have always failed.. I dont know why, but it doesn’t make sense to blame anyone else.. It can either be a fault in me that everyone else sees, or everyone but me is at fault..Â whether I see it, know what it is, or accept it, […]

5/17/2013 2 comments

Thankful the Numbness is here

by SomeMalaise 6/19/2012

written by SomeMalaise

That feeling of nothing where I move from place to place not smiling or laughing, not caring or caring.

Some would call this being present. Present and detached. All the demands made on me are met with silence. Even my own needs are met with silence.

Though I feel like crying I’m just to lacking in anything to do so. If tears fall let them for they will not affect me.

I’ve always been able to relate to some other in some small way, but very very few the other way around. And it’s ok now because it no longer affects me.

Like a favourite movie, […]

6/19/2012 4 comments