Im sure I sound like a million different ppl u all have heard but, SUICIDE IS NEVER THE WAY!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE READ MY STORY AND I HOPE IT CAN HELP AT LEAST ONE PERSON. I came home from the hospital about 3 hours ago and it starts like this…. I an 23 years old/female and have struggled with depression and anxiety from the age of 12. I was sexually abused as a child by multipule family members including my own father. i have always struggled with my identity and feeling that others didnt love me and i never loved myself very much either. I have […]
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Here we are again back on the bad track of life. I keep telling myself i just a need a second chance, a new start but i don t think it would change anything. The only thing i need to change is me. I am going to stop feeling, stop caring. If you could see me now, whispering those uncertain words and smiling because i don t think i ‘ ll ever be able to shout down my emotions. one of my greatest weakness that is destroying me and watching my mind decaying part by part.
I tried to put myself to sleep again. Forever… I […]
On March 12, 2006, I faced a difficult decision; whether or not to commit suicide.
For some reason, when I hear others share this about themselves, I sometimes think they’re just seeking attention. I know it’s crazy, especially since I’ve been there myself.
For me, the process was a slow fade. After years of struggling with alcoholism, a failed marriage, lost job, flunking out of college, and just a severe dislike with life in general; I had reached my bottom. I had resigned to the idea, many years earlier, that life was just something to endure, and that I would never know how to be […]