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Major Depression

Think about suicide every day

by g723 8/1/2012

written by g723

So a few years ago, my first year in college, I tried to kill myself. I was in a bad place. I was living in a new city, had always been terrible at meeting people, and was under a lot of pressure to do well academically so I could keep my scholarship. Needless to say I survived, but I lost my scholarship, dropped out, and moved back home to live with my parents.

I was angry and depressed a lot. I got in fights with my family. My parents didn’t really get what had happened. After all, its not like I was physically abused or any […]

8/1/2012 2 comments

Permanent solution to a permanent problem.

by birdydingbat 7/12/2012

written by birdydingbat

I have absolutely had it with this world. This society. The sheep that live around me. The doctors so greedy for money that they slap a label on me, without doing proper investigation, that follows me for the rest of my life. Let me elaborate a bit.

At 16 years old, I was having trouble coping with the pressures of adolescence and growing up in an abusive home. One day the pain became too much to bear and I broke down. I was taken to a mental hospital. (Of course a mental hospital. Because people in this day and age are too self-absorbed to HELP a […]

7/12/2012 23 comments

Wow..this site is my new hangout spot

by forgottensecret 7/9/2012

written by forgottensecret

Seriously,

I’m 20. I have had major depression my entire life, I have chronic anxiety, borderline personality disorder, and literally have NO friends.

I have no family either, I live with my grandmother who is “insane” , I love her but I cannot take her abuse and her outbursts especially when I am already suicidal.

I’ve been looking at the posts, and I like the helium idea, I will be around a little longer I suppose because I need to get the equipment and the final exit book.

Until then, it would be really nice to talk to some like minded people, its nice to know that I’m not […]

7/9/2012 4 comments

Is it really worth it?

by shloth 5/30/2012

written by shloth

So… I’ve never been good at talking about my problems…. but here it goes..

For the past year I have had major depression problems… Which shouldn’t make sense, I have awesome friends, an okay family and an amazing boyfriend… Yet nothing seems right. Nothing fills the void.. Every day I wake up and ask why I didn’t pass in my sleep … I wish every night not to wake up. Lately I have also been extremely sick, from lung infection to ears, to having strep throat. I have no life left in me, there is no candle light burning… It went out a long time ago, […]

5/30/2012 1 comment

I just don’t know anymore…

by ParadiseFears- 5/20/2012

written by ParadiseFears-

For the past 2 years, I’m 14 by the way, I’ve been dealing with depression. Major depression. I remember even when I was 12, when everything started- there would be voices in my head that called me so many things that it would be impossible to get them out. Even with counseling, no matter what I poured out it was never enough. There was this big empty gap in my soul and every second, every minute, and every hour of my life it would just keep getting bigger. Last year, I found myself completely gone. I went hysteric and I tried to commit suicide. The […]

5/20/2012 3 comments

So very tired of exsitence

by thoth2012 5/16/2012

written by thoth2012

Hi all, It is very sad that we are forced, I am forced to live in a world that kills all life so freely and they justify it in their minds as either a good thing or a needed evil. Our world Governments kill without pause. But If I want to Leave what I view as a painful and unjust life I am considered of ill mental health. I have been diagnosed with major depression for many years. I have been on many drugs, did therapy from 1991 to 1997, I am 55 yo. Gay and blah, blah , blah. I am looking for a […]

5/16/2012 0 comment

How do I get help?

by NotSorry 5/2/2012

written by NotSorry

Today I took about 6 depression quizzes, the last time i took them was a couple of months ago and back then the results were moderate depression, now it’s major depression and those results scare me. I’ve never considered telling anybody about my suicidal thoughts before, but after seeing those results… well now i think i want to get help, I’m just not sure how to do that, it’s not like i can just walk up to my parents and tell them that i think i have depression. What do i do? How do i approach my parents with this subject? Or maybe it’s possible […]

5/2/2012 8 comments

break up suggestions?

by special 3/2/2012

written by special

Hi just broke up withÂ bf…we were toether for three years

i don’t know what to do now…i feel like back to him but he will treat me sh** again…

he was the only one who knew about my major depression..and also that i don’t take medications yet due to some personal reason…but he always blamed me..this time he said that he don’t feel the love no more..because i am moody all the time..and i said i am sorry but his reply was “i don’t care”

so did i do right by breaking up with him? its no doubt that i still love him like there is no […]

3/2/2012 5 comments

by Boredtodeath 2/21/2012

written by Boredtodeath

I’ve been reading articles from this website forÂ a fewÂ weeks now and thought i should rightÂ somethingÂ for people to read. I found out about this site when i was researching ways i could kill myself and found an article about exit bags. I suffer from major depression and iÂ don’tÂ wish to live any longerÂ at least in my currentÂ situation. Its not that i always feel sad most of time iÂ don’tÂ feel much almost like i’m not here kinda of a lifeless feeling.Â I’mÂ never really happy and I don’t see the point of living. I kept myself going by thinking when i’m 18 i can move somewhere else where i can be […]

2/21/2012 0 comment

she is the only one to make me happy.

by eatmyheartout 2/9/2012

written by eatmyheartout

just to get it out here,hey,i’m ricardo and i’m 15 years old(i know it’s pretty young)
i have been diagnosed with major depression about a month ago..
i had been heartbroken about 7 times by now and for the first time in my life i have found a girl who actually likes me for who i am,
at home i’m getting bullied for my appearance,i have a rather emo look..and my brothers can’t seem to handle me like a nomal person,
anyways,when i’m at home i don’t feel all too great,i have cut myself several times which i am not proud of,
my best friend […]

2/9/2012 2 comments

I just don’t know what to do

by Alaric 2/9/2012

written by Alaric

Hello,

I’m suicidal, I have an active plan and the means to carry it out. Â I really am just tired of life. Â I’m married and am concerned about the impact my suicide will have on my wife. Â I am all she has. Â Her family has basically disowned her because they don’t like me. Â I guess if I’m out of the picture, she could go back to them. Â I have paranoid schizopherina and major depression. Â I’m medicated, but its like the medication isn’t working. Â I try talking to my wife about my suicidal thoughts, but then she starts talking about putting me in a hospital. Â I’ve attempted […]

2/9/2012 4 comments

A Traumatic Life

by lebotnov 7/18/2009

written by lebotnov

Â I’m forwarding you this just so you can understandÂ a little of what I’m going through right now. I don’t want you to do anything with this, it’s just to help you understand.Â
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My life has been a life of trauma. My mother sent me away(I reminded her of him too much)Â for many weeks, at 8, when my brother was crushed by a brick wall. I saw it all. I was not allowed to cry over his death. I was forced to pour soil over his urn. We had always been stuck together like glue.
Â At 14 I was gang raped in broad daylight by some […]

7/18/2009 5 comments

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