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Manic State

Can I have a friend?

by Josi 3/5/2013

written by Josi

I want to die, but I don’t want to want that.

What I want is friends and a purpose.

I’m always surrounded by people, and yet so profoundly alone.

And the friends that remain think I am unpleasant in my depressed, manic state,

so I humor them with smiles.

Empty, empty smiles.

I just want a connection.

I don’t want to be disposable.

I hate everything about myself,

but mostly I hate that I think that way.

I think I’m broken.

3/5/2013 14 comments

I wonder if most people who succeed in killing themselves have planned their date, or if they did it spontaniously in some sort of manic state

by christina-- 11/1/2012

written by christina--

Ok. Its time to look for better methods.

11/1/2012 0 comment

Meds, mania, god?

by EvilBritBrat 6/21/2012

written by EvilBritBrat

I haven’t posted anything in a while, while I have been reading others posts and commenting I really have nothing to say as far as myself. I posted that I was entering a manic state, but now I’m not so sure. I have bipolar 2 so I don’t experience intense mania. I have sperts on and off of whats called hypomania. Less intense but still manic and comes with a harsh crash back to reality soon after. So for the last 6 days or so I have been calm, cool, and collected.

I woke up and realized I was completely over my ex and my depression […]

6/21/2012 2 comments