My story isn’t this huge story that will make everyone teary-eyed ,a and have people wanting to feel sorry for me everywhere . No , im just a 14 year old girl w/ a fucked up life . But my story is real , and it means something to me that someone just read it and actually hear what i’ve been through . I need more faith in myself , i talk back to my parents too much , i want to cry right now , i pretend everything’s okay when it’s really not , i just can’t seem to understand math ,i am a […]
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I feel so completely alone. I don’t see the point in living.
Almost all of my family is fucked up, they love me but they’re mostly alcoholics and/or deluded. I know my dad will miss me, I hate to do this to him. My mom will too, and I care about her but not enough. Neither of them are enough. I’m sorry.
My boyfriend and I are “taking a break”. But I know what the end result will be. He’ll probably find someone else better than me. I don’t think he cares about me anymore. We used to be so in love… I love him so much. […]
I have no clue what I’m doing or how i found this webpage… I just attempted suicide today and I didn’t even realize it… I’m just gunna vent and rant about my life story now…Keep scrolling if you don’t care…which you probably don’t…
Ok…so I’ve been cutting myself for two years. On December 8th, 2011 I cut myself at school and got caught (I know I’m stupid for doing that but I really had to…) And in 2 hours…I was ripped away from everything I knew and put in a mental institute 2 hours away from where I live. I attempted suicide while I was there. […]
So much potential, wasted. So much. In me, in you, in all of us. We are capable of so much, but life just keeps getting in the way, people keep trying to stop us, all I want is to do something worthwhile in my life before I cut it short but nobody gives me the opportunity, I have spent the last few weeks just devouring math and physics books because it makes me fill like I’m worth something, perhaps it’s a new addiction to replace the cutting and burning and oxy and cigs but just like all those other things it doesn’t feel the emptiness […]
She departed the house, anxiety and fear along with excitement and trepidation. It was a big ride – climbing to the top of Mt. Tamalpais. As a Mt. Tam virgin, the unexpected thrilled and frightened her at the same time. Previously, people had very good comments about the ride – challenging yet ultimately rewarding. “My favorite rideâ€, “the views are spectacularâ€, “tacos afterwards at a good, local taco joint†were the thoughts echoing themselves in her mind.
D returned home from school to find that her dad wasn’t there. There was confusion followed by an inquisition of mom as to where he had gone. She […]
I’m new here. But I’m not new to the concept. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of cutting. I’m tired of pulling my hair out in frustration. I’m tired of being hated. I’m tired of walking into a room and wanting to run out for fear of people thinking I’m crazy or annoying.
I hate me.
I’m a 19 year old girl in college persuing an astrophysics and math double major. Yeah, I know. Same reaction I get from everyone. “Do you have some sort of death wish!?” If they only knew the truth in that question.
I’m not going to list the reasons that I feel sorry […]
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