Milk
Today I went to a farm and got some milk and visited the baby cows. (Oh my god, I sound like I’m 5) I really did, isn’t that sad? I talked to the baby cows and they were so cute and I actually felt they accepted me. I’m sure they looked at me in an accepting way. It’s the most social I’ve been in awhile. There was a rooster too, but I didn’t talk to him. They had this tea called kumbuchu? And it’s almost like hard cider , it’s kind of giving me a buzz. That was all after I’d gotten lost for an […]
This is confusing me like really…
Last night I decided to end it all… I cant get hold of anything but those virlix cetirizine  is there so I drank all twenty of them… thats like 200 mg… twenty times the dosage amount (you simply have to drink it one in a day)… I remembered last night that I felt my heartbeat go fast… but just fast not like really fast… it just felt i ran a mile, the usual in the past…
but, wow… i woke up feeling rested? wait, Im dead arent I or something?
man this is scary… im suppose to be like dead or something…
or what I drank is just weak stuff? but I drank […]