so ive been in this relationship for a couple months now, and here i thought i was finally getting the hang of it. I thought i could finally make her happy. And i was making her happy up until the last few days. then i fucked the whole think up by saying something stupid as i always do. except this time it was worse. I told her one of her exes (one who broke up with her and she still had feelings for) didn’t care about her. that he was using her for some reason. i had figured this because i thought he might suffer from […]
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I don’t know what made me find this site… well I do bit I don’t know what made me decide to stay here. I guess I just thought maybe writing out my thoughts would help. But then again not much can help anymore. So… I’m not sure what to tell anyone, as if anyone’s gonna care but here I go.
I haven’t always been suicidal, in fact I used to never stop smiling, to always be happy. But recently I’ve just had so much happen. One thing that’s got me so depressed is probably losing a lot of my family […]
I feel as though i keep getting chases to “start over”… however i end up either back in the same place or missing where i was before. I feel like even though i have change of scenery all my baggage (especially of the emotional kind) always keeps me revisiting my past. I need to let go and move on. I dont belive in forgetting your past but for my case I dwell on it so much I need to completely push it back into the “vault” and only revisit the past when I have my head and life together; because right now I am just […]
When it comes to “intellectual conversations” I tend to be able to participate pretty well, at least if I have an opinion on the matter. Or conversations with a specific subject, like politics, economy, morality, science, technology, computer or whatever. No problem. But as soon as it comes to small talk or talking with each just out of fun or to kill time I suck as hell most of the time. I mean when I’m with my two friends I don’t think about it at all and we don’t even care about what anyone says but it’s still fun for all three of us. But […]
How do you get over someone? like … how do you get over a breakup or so? How long did it take you to move on? Are you a different person from who you were before the breakup and after your breakup and after you’re healed?
Sitting here now writing strangers in the same boat feels a little odd to me. I was not intending to be here, but want to put it out there now that I am. I’m 42, dealing with chronic neck and back pain for the last 10 years. Co-pay after Co-pay it never gets better unless I’m drugged. Drugs are turning me into mush and procedures fail to elevate the pain. I’ve been thinking about this for some time, I feel at peace with my decisions. I’m getting closer to a reality that has been a spark growing for some time. I’m ready and […]
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