I keep having mental and nervous breakdowns over the stupidest things. For one, when ever i think of my job (subway) i wanna break down crying because i hate it so much. Just having the dog pee on my bed will set me off into a huge crying and sobbing episode that will last for hours. I have panic attacks when that happens. I am seeing a psychiatrist and i dont know how to bring up the fact that i think i need xanax or ativan or something because when i have those episodes i become very suicidal. I have bipolar by the way so […]
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Nervous Breakdowns
I had a nervous breakdown when my husband didnt want the son I was carrying, I had a nervous breakdown when my son was diagnosed with cancer, I had a nervous breakdown when I went bankrupt, I had a nervous breakdown when my whole family abandoned me, I had a nervous breakdown when my husband didnt want the daughter I was carrying, I had a nervous breakdown when my mom died, I had a nervous breakdown when my gran and primary caregiver died, I had a nervous breakdown when the rest of my family abandoned me, and now again when going bankrupt again. How […]
Woah, hey guys, long time no see. What the fuck is going on champs.
So, this week is finals for the first semester. And god damn it it’s so annoying. I don’t mean just because of finals. I mean because of the people I have to deal with.
Of course I still like that girl in my drama class. I still don’t know what to do about her, and the semester is over and she’s in grade 12, so I’m more or less fucked in that situation. Believe me, I want to ask her out, but I have 24 hours to do it and no confidence. So […]