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New Perspective

Confused and Afraid

by Dez 8/29/2013

written by Dez

So recently I found a new girlfriend and she’s made me see things in a new perspective. She’s made me see my problem. My past haunts me and is the reason why I’m broken and beyond repair. I’m trying to let it go. I’m trying to be free, but I can’t…

Some days are just easier than others…

What I’m confused about is if I should go on with my planned suicide.

Some days I feel like I shouldn’t because there’s a life to live now, but other days I feel like going through with it at the moment. What disappoints me is that the sad days are […]

8/29/2013 2 comments

Jane and Eric’s waltz

by Blake SinBad 6/28/2013

written by Blake SinBad

I think this is the happiest I’ve been in a while…I…

Let me start:

When I was younger, I was bullied. I had no escape from the world. That was, until the day I got my mp3. Music was a whole different world to me. It still is. It’s all I breathe for. My life, my love and my soul are devoted to this otherworldly being…I’m intoxicated…
Anywho, there was one song preprogrammed into the mp3. I couldn’t pronounce the name at the time, so I just called it Jane and Eric’s waltz. It fit at the time. I had fallen madly in love with the song, […]

6/28/2013 3 comments

I Never Knew it Was Possible to Hate Myself so Much!

by trapped305 5/1/2012

written by trapped305

Hate, depression, constant crying, constant suicidal thoughts, constant self-harm. Who am I? I wish I could remember but the image of who I used to be gets fuzzier, and fuzzier. Had I known I would feel such loneliness in the future, I would have ended my life on that faithful April 27, 2006. I’m surrounded by many who claim to love me, yet in my mind I’m trying to deal with the fact that I’ve been abandoned by everyone. Maybe I have and everyone is just pretending to be nice, all I ever meetÂ are extremely nice people, and I can’t help but love them. I […]

5/1/2012 2 comments

Duggars

by mystic_melon777 3/29/2012

written by mystic_melon777

I watched a “19 Kids and Counting” episode yesterday that’s given me new perspective on life.Â It was about the mom who was pregnant with her 20th child and she went to her 18-week ultrasound appointment to find out if it was a boy or girl but then the u/s tech told them the baby did not have a heartbeat.Â They were devastated, of course, and it was so sad to watch.Â But on the other hand, it was neat to see how the family banded together through their grief and supported one another.Â (That’s kind of like this site, huh?)Â Anyway, seeing how much […]

3/29/2012 2 comments

Ray of Sunshine

by aimeemz 3/12/2012

written by aimeemz

Your smile has been on our minds. Your positive attitude and incredible sense of humor is forever embedded in our hearts. Even people who barely knew you are deeply touched by your actions. You lost hope like many of us do. Maybe life kicked you Â down one too many times. Â Maybe you couldn’t find help in any of your friends. You’re heart was torn and you couldn’t mend it, but there was hope for you. You were a ray of sunshine among us. I hope you finally found peace. I hope our escape mended your heart and you can finally be happy. I […]

3/12/2012 6 comments