Feeling really alone and stupid right now took an overdose paracetomol 80 tablets yesterday hasnt done anything but vomited pretty much non stop until this morning. I feel same way I do after every other time I take an overdose happy in a way to be alive and I think about future but then that subsides and thoughts if hoplelesness and feeling like a waste of oxygen comes back I just know Im juggling and eventually obe of these overdose will be the end of me and I just wish I could be stronger
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im thinking,the next train usaully goes past a little after 10 o clock,i waited untill it gets dark out so noone sees me and gets tramatized,mabey i should jump the train first, see were it takes me,mabey to a different state,but then i will have to change my appearence, if i do decide to go tonight, im nervis,iv been out of my body before,i have had a obe,and i saw something i never want to see again,wen i went back in my body, i still felt that presence,i dont know what happens wen you die, noone does untill it happens to them, but being out […]