Most of us in this world believe that the only way to be happy
and to live our life to the fullest is to find love.
For us normal human being,
love is like a key that can open any doors.
We focus on it too much that we forgot to think
about other more important things like reality.
I realize that if we decided to accept love,
we also decided to accept suffering.
Love and suffering is connected and
we can’t just pick one of it because loving
and suffering is not a choice.
Life is unfair, because we can’t decide not to
love […]
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Open Doors
Women seem not to like me. Middle school all the way to now they have tormented me. They make fun of the way I walk, the way I look and the way I socialize with others. Now I have been raised around women. My mom and 2 of my 3 sisters were in my life and from them I have learned alot. I respect women and I open doors for all of them. I ask them how they are doing and how they are feeling. No matter how nice I am I never get anything but tormenting in return. There is a girl that makes me […]
I’m sitting in the rain, everything looks so dark, so sad, so hopeless… yet I can’t stop watching. I can’t stand up and say: ENOUGH.
So I sit there trying to understand but there’s nothing to understand… I hear the voice in my head, charming and cold, saying to me things, things I don’t comprehend… questioning me things, things I don’t remember… blaming on things, things I didn’t do.
Such a mess my head is, a pretty bad nightmare…I just can’t wake up. Sometimes I wonder if I’m damaged. Sometimes…
I get in the house still raining, open all the doors to hang in every wall […]