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Serotonin for the misfits

by Serotonin for the Misfits 3/14/2013

Hello, I’ve been lurking around this site for quite awhile now. Obsessively reading every post. I know I spelled serotonin in my username wrong, unfortunate really. Anyways, it’s 4:43 am where I live and I can’t sleep so I decided to post my experience with suicide attempts. I am not good with dates so it will be a unspecific measurement like a year ago or in January. I will be going into specific suicide techniques so…spoiler alert.

When I was young everything was easy for me. Sports, I was a natural, school was easy never had […]

3/14/2013 1 comment

Curtain call

by cyanidesofmarch 2/22/2013

written by cyanidesofmarch

I act on stage. I’m not that great, and the productions are small & forgettable, but to me each performance means the world. I guess it’s because it’s one of the rare times I get to step out of my miserable existence and pretend I’m someone else. And the audience, however small, validates this “character” I’m pretending to be. After the show I hurry home and resume being my real wretched self, playing to an audience of 0.

I’m sick of it. Sick of living for just those few moments on stage when I’m pretending to be something else, then having to spend days alone with […]

2/22/2013 2 comments

Too fat for a bikini…

by Too Fat... 7/5/2012

written by Too Fat...

So this Saturday, my family and I are throwing a party/pool party. Were having a few of my friends come over and than were having my parents’ friends and their children too. It seemed cool until I heard that a boy from my tball team when I was younger was going to come over too. I instantly got nervous and felt like I had to look good, the only probelm is that I have big thighs and 2 rolls on my stomach and I feel fat to go swimming with him.
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7/5/2012 5 comments