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I want everyone to suffer

by Commodus 5/9/2013

written by Commodus

I really do. I’m a sadist. I get off on hurting people and torturing people.

I have never felt happiness in any real sense, in any sense YOU would understand. But fear, the atmosphere of terror after some horrible event, the way fear creeps through a small community after a murder, I LOVE that.

I recall, one day I was walking home from work – slow, dejected, tired – I saw news of a local murder and some grim new details of it. And I instantly perked up, I thanked God for such bloody work and walked home with a spring in my step.

And I think this […]

5/9/2013 24 comments

Cowardice – I am all of it.

by Faithless 3/21/2013

written by Faithless

I am everything that I can be
So let this all just end for me
I’ve said my piece and played my part
And it’s set in stone; I’m faint of heart

This world grows crueler as each day dawns
Brutal and fit for kings not pawns
I am not one among that class
And I have not the will to last

I’m tired of this pain and hurt
And have no delusions of self worth
Regardless of the future pain
I wish not to wake again

I am of no consequence
No sung hero of grand event
Just this sorry bag of meat
Who finds living too […]

3/21/2013 4 comments

it hurts

by passionfruit3 7/6/2012

written by passionfruit3

tomorrows my moms birthday and while i can say i will smile and be happy on the outside thats only part of the truth but ill be crying on the inside. I havent decided if im ready to die yet ecspecially since i never seem to get it right I know if i really was ready id go to the bridge and jump off. I guess im at the point were i still do want help even though no help has been the right help. My therapist i feel like i havent talked to her in years. The last two times i saw her once […]

7/6/2012 0 comment