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Peaceful Death

Just another “how to die” post…

by ShellOfAGirlThatWas 9/27/2014

written by ShellOfAGirlThatWas

I just turned 18 about a month ago… But for a long time I’ve suffered from suicidal thoughts.. I’ve attempted it before, but failed and ended up in a hospital to be watched.. They released me in two days… I tried to come back from it, and nearly succeeded… But now, I just don’t want to continue this battle anymore…

When I was younger… I was left in a foster home… I got physically abused, and verbally. I was sexually harassed, and yet… I struggled on… I thought of running away so often I nearly did it… But I was afraid… Then someone “saved” me… Turns […]

9/27/2014 11 comments

3rd time’s the charm.

by AProperID3 7/22/2013

written by AProperID3

I haven’t had much luck with this whole suicide business so far. A couple of years ago an overdose didn’t even touch the sides. A few months back I tried the exit bag method, and didn’t even lose consciousness. We’re pretty robust creatures, it seems.

As much as I’d like to succumb to a peaceful death in bed, it looks like I’m going to have to bite the bullet and try a violent approach. I’m going to start with the official drop table, and double the recommended height. I’ll happily trade off an increased risk of decapitation for a reduced risk of strangulation.

I’m sharing this with […]

7/22/2013 2 comments

Poison and bridge

by Aleda 6/12/2013

written by Aleda

I’m suicidal for three years straight. I’m a victim off bullying, I cut, I have no friends, I love the wrong person and I have no perspectives in life. I tried to kill myself by overdosing and cutting veins but it didn’t work.
I want to combine jumping, drowning and poison in my last seconds of life. I want to do all of this at night. Here the European Yew grows wild in the parks. My aim is to collect several hundreds of seeds and about 200 grams of fresh leaves, mash it and ingest it. It will make me die of cardiac arrest. […]

6/12/2013 11 comments

I feel like a failure and I’m scared about the future

by beelzeboul 3/28/2013

written by beelzeboul

I’m not going to graduate. I know I’m not

My family, mainly my dad, who’s beeing emotionally abusive for years and years due to school, will abandon me, or maybe worse.

I mean nothing to most people who live near me, my only friends are words on a screen and they have kept me going whenever i tried to give up

but i cant keep putting it off.

Im a failure, and I need to get out of here.

I’ve wanted a painless, peaceful death for a long time, I’ve thought about sitting in my car in the garage, but sadly ive been told it wont work.

I’ve thought about vodka+pills, […]

3/28/2013 3 comments

The Decision of Peaceful Death by Dehydration – My Story

by Kain 7/11/2012

written by Kain

As I sit before my computer alone for the second day in a row, the sun shines brightly outside. I realize now that the suffering i’m about to undergo is irrational, but is it truly irrational to want to voluntarily give up life for peace? The method of giving up drinking and eating will end my life in the course of 10 days or more, during this time I will experience coming to terms with myself as the pain in my stomach slowly claims my life. I know that there is no way to write final words without them seeming dramatic or attention-seeking. A long […]

7/11/2012 7 comments

rambling on about all things related to suicide

by lordsaveme 3/31/2012

written by lordsaveme

I was cleaning out mygarage today and I found my gneuss, I found my bottles of vodka, older antifreeze that is possible to digest, and I can still smell exhaust in there… I parked my gmc van in the garage closed the door of course and fired it up… This was the windiest night I could ever remember… I was drunk of course, and I fired up an extendo blunt of kush (2 blunts put together)… This van had a blown manifold intake gasket, so it had alot of thick white exhaust… I started to get lightheaded, and felt a CRAZY headache coming on, I […]

3/31/2012 0 comment