I was thinking back about when I started to self-harm. It’s not really clear to me, but I think it’s a long time ago. I’m now 17 and I can remember that at an age of 10 I was already self-mutilating. Things like bang my head against the wall when I was not feeling well and hurting myself by means of abusing to myself, provoking quarrels and so on. Maybe I started earlier, but at an age of ten I can remember it very well. Therefor I can remember I was nail biting, but not other things that can be specify as self-mutilating behavior. The […]
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I hate my life, I hate myself and I hate everything about me. All I do in life is ruining others’ lives, being dumb and stupid and being a b*tch. I hate myself so much, I hope I will die in a hole soon or I will be hit by a car, a train or whatever can kill me!
Life is so hopeless, and I’m worthless and useless, I serve for nothing. I’m the biggest obstruction in others’ lives…
I’m one of the victims of this life, it’s destroying my personality, it’s killing myself everyday with quarrels, fights,… I don’t want to live anymore, I’m […]