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i’m a boy and i also cut but this poem is for every girl who cut . . im here to love you

by summer_guy
written by summer_guy

You look into your drawer

to find your thing

which can hide your pain

give you relief

 

But

i want you to know

before you pick up your razor

i love you

and this love is much easier

 

I will pick you up

when you feel like falling

i will hold you tight

when your razor is calling

 

i will kiss your eyes

when you tearing apart

i will give you everything

and all the love you want

 

I will sit with you

share your pain

i will love you everyday

this love will never end

 

when you will be alone

with your razor and knives

i ll come and say

baby you don’t need this

come with me

i will show you what i believe in

 

 

I will take you on […]

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Hi

by Ikkin1
written by Ikkin1

hi i dont really know where to start but i guess i can start by saying im suicidal. ive been depressed for a long time and im still not sure why. i really wish i could have the courage to tell someone but i dont . im too scared they’ll make fun of me or will worry too much and i dont want that. i really know i need help but im just not sure why im so scared to tell. my dad is so understanding that he could help and my mom could help too i just dont know… i also dont know why […]

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cuts and these scars

by zaccy
written by zaccy

they say its not a big issue

they say i can fight

they say i want attention

they say i ll never be fine

but these cuts

and my scars

hide the things

i wanted forever

hides the pain

hides my tears

hides the love

and my fear

and these cuts seems so beautiful

when i sit alone and write

write the story

with a razor

this pain will never leave me

forever and ever

these cuts and my scars

i just cant hide

because its the part of my

painful life

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My Story

by ablackrose
written by ablackrose

I am speaking directly to people that suffer from severe depression and social anxiety.  To people that know that they have been diagnosed with severe depression or social anxiety; please know that there are people out there just like you.  Just like me.  For five years I have been suffering from severe depression.  I was diagnosed when I was 15 years old.  Everyday is a struggle for me whether it is visible to the people around me or not.  I don’t have anyone left to turn to.  All of the people that are in my close circle of friends and family just ignore my call. […]

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by ablackrose
written by ablackrose

I have insomnia.  I have been diagnosed with servers depression and I really don’t know where to turn to anymore.  I am up all night and exhausted during the day.  I feel absolutely useless to my boyfriend who said to me that it will be ok and it isn’t because he is the one who has found me multiple times blacked out on the floor with a razor in hand.  I’m unemployed and unable to find work.  I am contemplating suicide and I just need someone to listen.

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My Story

by dyingbutstillalive
written by dyingbutstillalive

I’m 15 and sad. I know these dark thoughts are bad and I should get help but I honestly don’t want to depend on anyone for my weakness. I don’t know whether im depressed or just sad… all I know is that I feel empty and really dark all the time. I don’t remember when this all started and I don’t know when im getting better. I have self-harmed before and I still do. I remember the first time I took a blade to my wrist I was only 12. At an age like that I should have been happy and going out playing in the sun. […]

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the thoughts consume my every move

by tlbh
written by tlbh

It’s dark in here,

I can’t always find the switch or the air to breathe.

My days turn into the hell,

My nights are the blissful peace,

Because it’s the only place where I may really do it this time.

I put those awful pills in my mouth again, the taste was sweet serenity,

I lay back with a razor close to my hand,

I look at those cuts, I hear my heart beat ….

Slowly and surely I hope it’ll work this time.

My note is left on the back of my door,

Please don’t suffer over my longing to be gone,

Be gone from this world, cause it’s no longer a world at all.

The […]

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stop

by secretgrrl
written by secretgrrl

stop cutting

that’s what needs to happen
that’s what i need to do.

but the problem isn’t knowing that
i know it all right

i know perfectly fine that’s what i have to do

it’s just i’m not strong

never have been strong.

i’m not strong enough to stop

because i need the pain so much

i need the anchor to the earth
so much
that i can’t give it up now.

i don’t know if i would call this an
addiction

but maybe that’s what it is.

idk.

how should i know?

why should i know?

and sometimes i just want to be

gone
wiped out of existing forever because you know my existence is
pointless anyways.

i am so […]

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Beauty Behind Pain

by AutumnMoe24
written by AutumnMoe24

There is just something about causing pain to oneself that is so beautiful. Cutting has always been my out. But it’s been taken away from me in a difficult way. 

Two years ago my life was changed forever. The person I thought was everything to me tore my heart out and never gave me a reason behind it all.  We had been best friends for 7 years and together for 4 years. We were always together for everything. After he refused to have anything to do with me, I decided to take things into my own hands. I was living on my friends couch because being […]

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I’m gonna join the stars.

by VodkaAndRazors
written by VodkaAndRazors

I have officially decided to make sure I kill myself this time. I don’t know exactly when, but it’s going to be soon.  The only time I’ve tried it was around 6 months ago. I took a pack of razors to the alternative school I was attending at the time, went to the bathroom, and started cutting my arms. I only managed to get through the first layer of skin at first. I knew this wouldn’t be enough to bleed out so I took the razor and started slicing into one of the long wounds I had already made and I hear a knock at […]

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done

by myowndestruction
written by myowndestruction

sitting here in tears over with life smiling like everything is okay but deep down i am having this cutting rage

i pull the razor out sit in the dark i dont wanna see the pain i just wanna feel the hurt.

recutting my scars crying i need help .

depression taking over suicidal thoughts on my mind

just waiting on the right time

to end this hell of a fucking life.

maybe if i die it would be easier to understand my story.

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i dont want to be here anymore

by iwanttobefree
written by iwanttobefree

i’ve been sitting on the floor of my room for over an hour sobbing with my razors in front of me. i can’t take the pain anymore. i can’t take knowing how disappointing and how much of a failure i am. everything hurts and i just want it to end. i don’t want to have to stay here for anyone else but me. im so trapped and i can’t get rid of this feeling. i’m sick of pretending that i want to be alive

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Deep Ocean Vast Sea

by flatus
written by flatus

Your heart is hard
You think your legs hurt
You smell of aching sweet success
Your head’s a supernova, and you would like
Anything to stop the pain
From your fingers
Screaming

Up-turned razor
The air is thick with karma
A sutra of the way down
Well listen boy it’s a long way down
Down through heaven’s gate
To heaven’s gate the step’s the step
The tower of pride
The devil lied

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unconchus suicide

by why i dont no
written by why i dont no

no respons not a thing

blood on the floor gun in hand

why coud a boy feel this way

feeling alone coold and dead

he toke a gun to hid head

didunt feel a thing just a bang

then wight then darkness

the war song of the centrey

we fort the war on drugs

but we for got the people who neeid the help

didunt her the yeps and crying

didunt see the bullits flying

just dead bodeys

the floor in blood

what a fucking nice naber hood

the […]

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Just a little ramble.

by The_Voice_Inside
written by The_Voice_Inside

Depression hits us all, I think. There’s not a single person I have spoken to that hasn’t felt it’s clammy hands around their soul. It seems to be caused by many things, from big life changing events, to small things that just build up and knock a person off their feet eventually.  I’ve had it time and and time again, but usually managing to shake it off like a wet dog.  This time however, it’s crippled me.

I’ve seen death burn through a families hope, I’ve felt that pain. I got through it.
I’ve felt the devastation of a loved one no longer loving you. I got through […]

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So Confused

by kissnm10
written by kissnm10

I hate how inevitable it feels. Like, I can pretend all that I want to be happy or that I have purpose or whatever, but it doesn’t change my fate. Like I’m destined for suicide. It’s what I always come back to, and it’s getting harder and harder to say no to it anymore. I don’t want to say no. I just want to be done with all this pain, and this world only dishes out pain. It isn’t going to end in this lifetime, so it’s like my only shot is in the next. But shit, I’m a Christian, and suicide is a sin. Will […]

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by kissnm10
written by kissnm10

I want to die. I want to live, but I can’t, because I desire to die even more. I have nothing to live for. The only person who ever saw good in me said that he never meant a word. He never cared about me. I am nothing, and I have nothing. I just can’t take anymore pain. I cry all day, and there’s no relief. I’m tortured in my mind and exhausted in my body. My heart aches with broken promises, everlasting disappointments, and lies told in malice. I can’t tell a soul, because nobody understands a stupid, little depressed girl. Nobody cares. If […]

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Nothing special…

by Jazzmoses
written by Jazzmoses

Do you guys think panic attacks are…wimpy? My mom does. Actually, I just had one a moment ago. She says she doesn’t want tantrums at her house. I can’t help it though. I’ll start hyperventilating, and suddenly I start screaming my head off. I’m so stressed I can’t take it anymore! These attacks just come and go. Anything can trigger them. Every time I have one, I just feel so weak and worthless. But this time I almost got my razor out. I don’t even have anything to be depressed about. I have no right to be depressed!

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