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Release…

by jadedkeizy 8/17/2015

written by jadedkeizy

These past few days have been full of epiphanies, deep reflection and tears and a strange sense peace. Knowing that my ship is about to set sail into the unknown has created some serenity in my mind. I was tired of being motionless and receiving constant beat down. Relocated to the country, all I do is just breathe and watch the lush greenery. I am preparing for release.

“Life can be a setback, and death can be progression
Life can be a burden and death can be release
Life can be a problem and death can be a solution
If your life is death there can […]

8/17/2015 0 comment

How to release these feelings?

by AmIStuckNow 10/29/2014

written by AmIStuckNow

I had a really tough night last night. Nothing that bad happened but I just felt out of control and really really terrible.

Even after sleeping I still feel really terrible. Now I have these feelings inside me that won’t go away and I don’t know how to release them.

I feel the need to hurt myself. It’s really really strong. I promised not to cut myself, so I started scratching myself and pulling out my hair because I don’t know how else to release my feelings.

I want to hurt myself. I want to release my anger and anxiousness and feelings of being out of control and […]

10/29/2014 2 comments

Beg your self to

by afakenickdrake 8/9/2013

written by afakenickdrake

Release (me..)

I hope this is the final revelation followed by action, for what is a revelation in itself? I see a universe inside me and there is a god there, he was’nt there when I was born but with each passing day he took birth and grew stronger. And I am not saying this in a good way. The loop is in me, there is a disconnect in my brain and it is tough to mend it.

The solution is to let me go. Beg for wishes like we always do, but this time beg your own self for things, for you are all there […]

8/9/2013 0 comment

Moving On

by Mercy 4/9/2012

written by Mercy

So I recently gathered together all of the things from that time in my life–everything that holds negative connotations that came into my life over the past three years, from scissors and razors to the belt from my last attempt and poems and bloody tissues and whatever else–and I put all of this in a shoebox until I’d collected everything. Then I went out with my boyfriend into the back field, and we were looking for a tree to bury it by, when I saw the tree where one of my goats had died (she got her hoof stuck in between two branches and broke […]

4/9/2012 1 comment

I Dream of Dying…

by Shelly 8/31/2011

written by Shelly

So I wasn’t going to post on here again until I finally decided to do the deed but I wrote this short poem, and wanted to share…

I long to forget my fears and close my weary eyes
To fade away and leave my pains behind

I long to speak to you in words I just cannot articulate
To show that this is what I most desire

I long to cut my worldly ties and say my sad goodbyes
To choose the time of my own release

I long to end this life unlived and take that final leap
To say I love you but sorry I must leave

8/31/2011 10 comments