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I’m sorry, mom

by hooded_girl 2/4/2014

written by hooded_girl

I’m sorry, mom.

I’m sorry I fail to meet your expectations every day, I’m sorry I’m not doing well in school.

I’m sorry I’m not thin, or athletic, or pretty enough for you to be proud of me.

I’m sorry I am so torn up inside, I’m sorry I have chronic depression.

I’m sorry I don’t talk and walk like the girl you wish I were.

I’m sorry I have different opinions on what is worth my time.

I’m sorry I don’t do everything right the first time.

I’m sorry I can’t function correctly.

I’m sorry I am sad most of the time, I’m sorry I am a lot to handle.

I’m sorry I’m […]

2/4/2014 1 comment

I just need something to believe in.

by mm9 9/5/2013

written by mm9

I need something to keep me going, because anymore I see no point in living. Everyone always meets someone better than me, then I become nonexistent. I’m use to it, I don’t blame anyone, I only blame myself for not being good enough. And yes, I know that people leave our lives all the time but why is it that no one seems to stay in my life? For once, I’d like to feel wanted/needed. But that probably won’t happen, I’ll kill myself long before that day comes.

9/5/2013 2 comments

i thought this would be my last week.

by juice 2/17/2012

written by juice

Crying, I sat on the edge of my bed. 4 guys texting me, but all they wanted was sex. Â Surely I’d be used to it by now. I’m not a human to them, I’m a toy, easily replaced.

Hi, I’m a 16 year old girl. In a way, I feel average. I think every teenager goes through this depression of feeling unloved, unwanted, and ultimately rejected. I feel like I can’t handle it. Walking through school, i can hear kids whispering, “gross” “i hear she smokes pot” “You remember the time she farted in 4th period? so gross” “slut” “smells like poor”….. i could go on. […]

2/17/2012 2 comments