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selfless

Late nights.

by wildflower 3/12/2016

written by wildflower

Sometimes I feel guilty for feeling the way I do.. I have a good job, good car, people who care about me. But I’m still not happy! And never have been. How pathetic is that? There are homeless people, children starving in Africa, someone dying of cancer right now begging for just another day. And here I am wishing I was never given this “gift” of life, I don’t see the point in it. I often think about suicide, and the only reason I don’t do it is because of my brothers, I don’t want them to feel pain. Idk if that’s selfish or selfless.

Anyways, […]

3/12/2016 4 comments

Why?

by okatonshadow 9/29/2015

written by okatonshadow

The questions everyone has been asking for a while now is “why?”. So, I’m now going to tell you why.

Humans are idiots. I’m not saying we should all die, but humans are idiots. If you have something big to live for, goals, dreams, whatever, go for it. But I don’t. The only thing keeping me up right now is my family, and that doesn’t feel like enough anymore. I move all over the place, so I don’t have any concrete friends. My favorite thing to do is read, because I can be taken into another world, and because books have a definite ending. It’s the […]

9/29/2015 7 comments

Cast Off Recklessness

by The Distress 5/22/2015

written by The Distress

Why be so rash and impulsive? Because as hard as emotion can be it can also be what drives us to soaring heights and selfless, pure love. What’s the point in acting until the uncertainty and fears are unveiled and reconciled: the choice presents itself with a little time. Patience leads to places and feelings never fathomed possible. Cast off recklessness with a stronger force of commitment and certainty.

5/22/2015 4 comments

How do you know when it’s time

by srqfish47 4/22/2015

written by srqfish47

31 make lots of money, try to be a good person yet it seems like I have a tendency to ruin every relationship now this time it was my marriage divorce is almost final. No one I meet ever understands what it’s like to feel this way I’m just fucking unhappy all the time unless I drink so much I “feel” fine until it wears off.

Therapy , psychs, meds none of it changes anything I want out…….
But then take into consideration my family how will they feel? Even my soon to be ex wife…….

Am I selfish for giving up? My whole life I’ve tried […]

4/22/2015 2 comments

The time is drawing near….

by serenityseeker 11/25/2014

written by serenityseeker

The time is drawing near….
I fear. It’s coming on a lot faster than I expected it to. It’s a little odd how the more and more I feel the need to exit this life, the less and less detailed and involved it needs to be. I used to sit and think about how much better things would be for me and for everyone else if I wasn’t here. It was like I would daydream about how wonderful I would “feel” and how free everyone else would be. I would picture my services when I was laid to rest and I would think of all […]

11/25/2014 5 comments

Happiness is always one step faster than me

by snowflake1333 10/31/2014

written by snowflake1333

In this life I have learned that being loved or belonging is an illusion. I have learned in this life that the way to get close to people is to be something they need. If some arbitrary trait isn’t proven or provided to others then a person is left lonely, disrespected, and unloved. I don’t know if I have ever felt real love or bonding with another human. I don’t know if I have known a person to be selfless and kind spirited without some ulterior motive. Whenever I put myself out there and begin to trust the world I am reminded of how truly […]

10/31/2014 10 comments

Time. To. Stop.

by StruggleOn 3/25/2014

written by StruggleOn

Somebody told me today to write three paragraphs about something that would make me want to stick around.

So here it is. Â And it might come as a surprise:

To stop being selfless. It’s the only thing that has even slight potential to want to make me live. I realized that I’ve always done things for others. I was always there for everybody else. I always worked to please others. I made sure to take anybodies problems on to my own shoulders when I could.

Then the thing I realized that’s killing me is . . . guilt. When I can’t make things go right for anybody I […]

3/25/2014 6 comments

Love…

by LetItGo 2/15/2014

written by LetItGo

Love…
Is it too much to ask to be loved?
Valentine’s Day passed…
I gave my closest friends flowers
So they knew that I loved them
Sincere friendly love
I was hoping maybe, just maybe, someone would get me a flower
Or a Valentine or just something that says “I love you,”
But I didn’t…
They felt guilty about not getting me anything…
I told them it was fine…
Maybe it wasn’t…
And it’s just me being the selfless person I am…
I don’t know….
I just want
Love…

2/15/2014 1 comment