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Sence

by myranicolee 1/31/2013

written by myranicolee

Besides what’s going on in my life

I had a bad day at school..

I was teased in every class…

For stupid stuf..

like for example I was called myrightnut

My names Myra…

And I was during about this in my notebook and someone tried to take it from me and I smacked their hand..

Then people started calling me a cat..

Calling me names..

And ECT… I’ve had two people say stop she’s gonna go sit somplace cry..

Wait keep talking maybe shell die if she does..

Stupid stuff…. And I only have one real friend thirbfor me …

Her names saveena..

She helps me…

I dont get the sence in cutting…

But for everytime im bullied ima keep […]

1/31/2013 2 comments

How come people dont understand?

by ItsJustMe79 7/30/2012

written by ItsJustMe79

Okay I said I wasn’t going to come back to this site but here I am. You ppl seem to be the only ones to understand. I’m in my early 30s and very alone. It sucks so bad but at the same time I push people away. I have these anxiety attacks and deal with depression so it embarresses me to be around anyone but at the same time I can’t handle being alone. I kno makes no sence at all. Its just like now… I lost 3 people just yesterday. Crazy weekend… had the police tracing my fone b.c. I was open to a […]

7/30/2012 5 comments

I’m not going back to old ways, buttt….

by amberhaha 5/20/2012

written by amberhaha

I’m scared.

I have no idea what to do. I think all this stress is getting to me. I want to go back and make everything better. I think Iâ€™m getting an eating disorder. I KNOW Iâ€™m not fat, but when I look at my self, I feelÂ disgusted. I never feel like Iâ€™m good enough. I messed up, and I canâ€™t fix it, no matter how bad I want too. I feel like my whole world is crashing down on me. Iâ€™m sick. Mentally andÂ physicality. I canâ€™t take it anymore.
I have these body pains that I know arenâ€™t normal. I donâ€™t like going to the […]

5/20/2012 1 comment

Oh Death, how I long for thee.

by ms.doormat 5/14/2012

written by ms.doormat

I’m finding myself praying for death.Â My son is an addict, who treats everyone horrible.Â My family is ashamed as am I.Â My relationships have been one freakin disaster after another….I just work to pay my bills and support losers who won’t get jobs and take, take take.

How did I end up like this?Â Why do I honestly want to disappear and leave this horrible life behind.Â I fake a smile, I show my caring side..yet my emotional bank has been withdrawn for years now.Â Someone out there has to understand how I feel?Â I go to psychologist and they listen..but hell….the problem is me…I […]

5/14/2012 3 comments

Does music change your mood?

by Who am I 4/29/2012

written by Who am I

WhenÂ I listen to music I find that it makes my mood like more if that makes any sence.Â If i’m happy and listening to musicÂ I love like some of Eminem songsÂ I will get more happy but if im feeling down or depressed andÂ I listen to sad songsÂ I feel more down and sad and feel how the music is. Does this happen to you?

4/29/2012 3 comments

worthless as it gets

by noexception 3/31/2012

written by noexception

one of my worste pains was never having a permentent home, never having somewhere i could call home,being misunderstood and labled for it just makes you even more angry, angry enough to scream, then people looked at me like i was even more crazy,but they had no idea what was going on behind four walls, i had times i told and noone did anything, never really had a chance in life,always controlled by the fucked up justice system that stood there and let me get abused and neglected,i guess i didnt know how worthless i was till i was 7 years old and i was […]

3/31/2012 4 comments

no sence at all. sorry.

by Not worth saving 12/30/2011

written by Not worth saving

Three months ago I decided tomorrow is/was going to be the day that I die. Ive waited so long for this day to come but now that its here I dont know if I can go through with it. Its not that I dont want to die anymore. I dont know tonight im really just so confused. Maybe im just a coward or afraid it wont work again …

12/30/2011 4 comments