Depression and suicidal thinking seems to have taken over my life for the past year…could run on about my sad life… the traumatic sexual assaults as a child…the counseling… but why? Does anyone really care..? well the problem is someone does…my best friend has been dealt a shittier hand in life than me…its what has brought us so close…so there in lies the problem…as much as i want death how can i go through with it knowing how much it will hurt my friend..?
Our journey continues in my mind.Â We converse, we laugh, we dance, we engage in battle with zombies, we awaken the Harbinger in the ones who are lost and suffering.Â I know you’re suffering right now and it’s torture for me.Â If there’s anything I can do, let me know.Â I begin school in the spring (I hope) to obtain an associate’s degree in Physical Education.Â The Vampire Order grows and it seems as if my friends with Anonymous have the same intentions.Â I have discussed joining Anonymous with the Order.Â We feel at this time, we will remain separate, as we draw inspiration through […]
I’ve suffered from post tramatic stress disorder for the past 13 years of my life. And only 2 of those years, I’ve acually been getting some suport through councelers and meds. I’m 19 and I live with my only friend in the world. I have no family and no other friends to support me. I’m broke, job-less and running out of time. For the past month, I have been applying and dropping off resumes everyplace close by, and still I am waiting. I owe my friend and his brother $325.00 for rent and bus pass money. If I don’t get a job soon, I’ll be […]